I used to think
I sat the bench because I wasn't good enough. Now I see that
I sit the bench because I want to. Of course I don't actually
want to sit there, but I don't have that passion anymore. I
used to love soccer with everything I had. I loved waking up at
7:30 to go play on a soaking wet field in the pouring rain. I
loved the rush of rushing someone, the sounds of the ball flying
off peoples cleats. I used to love it. Now? Now it's just not
there anymore. I don't love it the way I used to. I don't
want it bad enough. And to make it in this
world,
well, you gotta want it.
