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Can I please just vent?

I know i never vent, here or anywhere, but I just I'm too tired to cut and it's too hot to anyway. I'm just so sad and alone and lonely because my brothers are always gone or they never talk to me, my dad is always at work and my mom is always working so I literally have no one. No one to hang out with, I don't really have any friends. So today my mom promise that we were gonna go shopping then to a movie. well the movie that were were going to see started at 4:35. it's 4:42 now. she overworked again.. so then she basically cancelled on our plans for shopping and everything because we were gonna have to go shopping tomorrow for school anyway. but i just started crying and i ran down to my room because i really wanted my last day of summer break to be fun, ya know? so then she came into my room and was like do you wnt me to take a shower then we can go and i always do this when i'm hurt i just want everyone away from me and let them do what they want so i was like no just go back to work i'll be fine but she was like no i don't want you to spend your last day hurt and upset so she's taking a shower and we're going to go shopping then to a movie but i'm still just so upset because i'm always alone and lonely and i just keep crying and crying because i'm like trying not to have anxiety attacks all day i'm so terified and nervous for school i mean everyones gonna hate me and judge me and i just i can;t go out in public it's too much for me i can't handle people seeing me. even walking by a group of people who start laughing makes me paranoid because they were obviously laughing about how lame and fat and stupid and ugly i am like oh god. i. just. can't. handle. being. out. in. public. god. theres so much more to vent about but i've stopped crying and i don't wanna start again so yeah. sorry for any spelling mistakes or grammar. if you read this, then potato. xoxo.
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Can I please just vent? I know i never vent, here or anywhere,

13 faves · 5 comments · Sep 3, 2013 7:50pm

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hurt · alone · lonelyvent · away messages

lemon.cake* · 1 decade ago
go outside. right now. look up, i think you wouldn't really see stars. You may, but they are not shining much. and you're a star. People can't see you anymore because you left. you're dead. why? because darkness and light took over. The light is your issues, your battle. Now, if you, as a star could just try a little to fight the darkness, people will look at you and be amazed. Look at the true beauty in you. Or, I can be wrong. I mean people are really f up.
People WILL understand you.

And there is NOTHING to be ashamed of.

Reaching out for help is the first step of your recovery process.

Please do something for me right now if you need help -- Ask for help!

Do not be afraid. If you are in the United States, please call 1-800-DONTCUT.
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doublesidedice · 1 decade ago
Let me tell you something: this is all a test. Just try something for me when you start school...don't shove people away. Don't try to please everyone. I know it's hard but it's what you need to do. I don't care I'd you're completely yourself or not. Jist show a bit of the real you at all times. And people laughing never means it's at you unless they're pointingat you and screaming your name. Don't get paranoid hun. I'm here for you through it all <3
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meow* · 1 decade ago
im here if you wanna talk, dont let their words get to you it means nothing,
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beautifulmystery · 1 decade ago
I'm here to talk ya know :)
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xoxosuperman · 1 decade ago
if you need someone to talk to more about it, you can email me or text me,if you'd like. i swear,i don't judge. and for the dumba//es calling you fat and stupid, literally screw the haters. you just keep being beautiful, strong you. and seriously, if you need to talk, please don't hesitate to ask for my phone number or email. i'm too, struggling between cutting and not cutting tonight. stay strong, princess. you'll make it. =)
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