It's been almost three months since I saw him last. Every day
is killing me inside. Everywhere I go everything I see everything
I do reminds me of him. I miss him so much. I've never been
in so much pain in my entire life. I've stopped talking to my
friends about him because all they say is get over it. My Dad
yells at me for crying over him. My friends make fun of him and
his family and it kills me inside. Every single night after
everyone else in my house goes to bed I cry for hours over him
most of the time i actually cry myself to sleep. The other night
while I was crying he called me and he said " you sound
sad" and all I said was " I just cry sometimes for no
reason" because I didn't want to make him feel bad.
It's driving me insane how just hearing his voice makes
everything ok again. I need him it's like every breath I take
without him I die a little more inside. And nobody cares I
get yelled at every time I talk about him. The worst part is I
never even got to kiss him. I remember I was so excited that I
was finally going to kiss him and then all of a sudden we
couldn't talk and I didn't hug him either. I don't
know what to do because he's all I think about and people
keep asking me how he is.