And to think only three months ago, I couldn't see myself without him.

I still don't see a future with anyone else, but I'm here. Without him.

He thinks he is the reason I'm depressed.

Yes, to a degree that is true, but my life no longer revolves around him,

I have other drama going on in my life besides him.

I'm doing better than I thought I would;

I mean, I'm two weeks clean and I might not be standing tall but I'm still standing.

And considering I would have been engaged to him right now had I not opened my mouth,

I think I'm doing pretty d*mn well!