And to think only three months ago, I couldn't see myself without him.
I still don't see a future with anyone else, but I'm here. Without him.
He thinks he is the reason I'm depressed.
Yes, to a degree that is true, but my life no longer revolves around him,
I have other drama going on in my life besides him.
I'm doing better than I thought I would;
I mean, I'm two weeks clean and I might not be standing tall but I'm still standing.
And considering I would have been engaged to him right now had I not opened my mouth,
I think I'm doing pretty d*mn well!
fionarose
Saxone
noonewillknowwhoiam