I want to find
something. Bigger, better, amazing. I want to tell the stories to
my kids, not that I just graduated high school, college, got
married, and then the end. I want a novel. I want a story that
can make you laugh and cry and want to hug someone yet punch
someone because, although I deserved it, I didn't get what I
wanted. I want someone to be inspired by the things I do, I want
someone to ask for my help but to be able to help me in return. I
want love,
not us trying to make it work for both of our sakes, but for us
to not need to try to make each other happy. I want tears of joy
on my wedding day and I want closure. I want devotion, I want
stability. I
want happiness.