You left.
you didn't explain why and you
didn't bother to say goodbye. I was left confused and
heartbroken. You were my everything, my first real tatste at
love. The only person who could make me feel as if i mattered,
was you. You listened to me when i needed someone to talk to, you
lent me your shoulder when i needed a place to cry. Slowly you
tore down the walls i've built around myself and made your
way into my heart, taking a chunk of it with you, forever. Now
i'm stuck here wondering what went wrong. Rewinding the past
10 months in my head pressing pause and play over and over.
Analyzing ever detail, desperatley trying to figure out what
happened. But all i can find is memories of our smiling faces and
your arms wrapped around my waist like you never wanted to let
go, and the times you would kiss me with so much passion my knees
would almost buckle beneth me. I opened myself up to you, I told
you everything, and i trusted you to stay by my side. And now all
i'm left with is the memory of you. Your touch that spread
fire through my brains is branded on my skin, The feel of your
soft lips linger on mine, The sweet words you whispered in my ear
replay in my head continuesly .So here i am wraped in your
hoodie, looking through all the pictures we took and wondering
where you are;and if you'll ever come back. You haunt me
everywhere i go, missing you consumes me, and the pain of loosing
you makes the hole in my heart ache with agony. I love you and
you promised you loved me too. You swore you weren't like
anyone else but just like everyone else
You left.
