"Describe
what it's like to cut."
Well, go to the beach. And walk
into the water, blindfolded. You just keep walking, you don't
know where you're going. You just know you're going
deeper. That's what the build up to cutting feels like. You
don't know where you're going. Depression has blinded
you. All you know is you're going deeper. Now just keep going
until you drown. You want air. You want relief. You don't
want to drown anymore. Now imagine the relief when someone pulls
you out of the water. Relief. That's what cutting is. Relief.
From all the pain you've been drowning in. Relief from not
being good enough. Relief from all the bullies at school. Relief
from feeling like you're fat. Relief from your imperfections
and insecurities. You might find cutting disgusting and you might
never understand it, but when you're drowning. You need
saving. You need relief. So what's cutting like? It's
relief.
dolph* · 1 decade ago
If you ever need anyone to vent/talk to, you can comment on my profile <3
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