I hate
being lied to. I hate being told everyhing is going to be okay. I
hate being told that i'm smart. I hate being told I'm
pretty. I hate being told I'm beautiful. I hate being told that
I'm going to be something good in life. I hate being told that
people do care about me. I hate being fed these lies. I hate being
me. I hate everything about myself. I hate how no one cares about
me. I hate how everyone thinks i have no feelings. I hate how
everyone calls me cruel and mean. I have feelings.I hate when
people tell me to do things. Everyone thinks I'm fine because I
say; I'm okay. I don't want to go to school anymore. I
don't want to go to HIgh School. I don't want to go to
College. I don't want to do anything anymore. I hate being told
that I have to do these things because I'm capable of doing it,
what if I don't want to? I don't want to go anywhere
anymore, I have no motivation. I hate waking up in the morning to
the same old life; just my mom and brother... my other brothers
aren't home anymore. I hate having to go to school to face
those people. i just want to give up... and I feel that soon, I
will. I'll break, because I'm already broken. In the end,
nobody will care. I cry all the time.
I hate being lied to. I hate being told everyhing is going to
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May 1, 2013 10:23pm
