Dear
Friend,
So lately I've been feeling okay. I
just can't help but feel terrible for the things i feel. One
of my best friends is always there for me. She's been having
trouble with her emotions and depression. I try to help her
whenever I can. I go up and ask her if she's okay when
she's sitting alone. When she says she's okay, I say
"No" because I know she's lying. I try to be that
good friend. The other day I was getting a ride home from my
other friend. Let's call him Joe. I'd like to remain
anonymous to you so I'm going to use generic names. Well, Joe
was driving me home. We were blasting Nirvana and Weezer and it
was really fun. We decided to hang out soon. The next night my
best friend, Joe and I went out to a get together at a
restaurant. They stayed in the car while I went in. My friend
just needed someone to talk to. So I sat at an empty booth and
texted her. I said, "Hey when you get in, do you and Joe
want to sit with me? I'm sitting alone right now:/". She
came in with Joe and sat at another table. A minute later I got a
text saying, "Sorry. I had already sat down with Joe when I
got that". I have been very stressed lately and that just
kind of hurt me. I went to the bathroom and just let some of it
out. My other friends helped me and sat with me during dinner.
When the get together was over, Joe, my friend and I left. We got
in the car and we drove one of Joe's friends home first. I
didn't get that because my best friend's house is right
near the restaurant. They were talking with each other. Laughing.
Having fun. I was sitting in the back crying. They didn't
notice. They dropped me off and I was still crying. They
didn't notice. I texted my best friend. Turned out she was
getting high with Joe and talking about life. She knows how much
I appreciate having friends, since last year I had none. But she
didn't talk to me or be there for me so she could get high.
Is it bad that I'm angry that when she breaks down all of my
friends go to her to help? When I'm sad no one cares. No one
sits down with me when I'm alone at a table without me
asking. No one offers to waste their gas on me to help me through
something. I just hate the fact that whenever I'm making a
friend, she steals them away from me to breakdown and get high.
Am I in the wrong?
Love Always,
Me.
Kingforlife97 · 1 decade ago
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I think it's not OK and also not fair.No offence but I don't think that's a good friend.You seem like a great friend and deserve an better friend,some one who would be by your side everyday.Someone who would be the shoulder for you to cry on,someone to comfort you and make you feel special.(Kinda describing me)