sometimes I just want to let everything out on somebody like everything im feeling. i want people to know how im feeling and see if they actually care because to be honest it doesnt feel like that. it feels like im always looking out for other people and making sure that they're okay but when it comes to the other way round they dont care at all about me and it makes me feel so stupid for actually thinking that they did care. they only 'care' when they want something from me. some people just annoy me so much and they dont even realize it but i just want to tell them to leave me alone and i cant. that makes me sound like the nastiest person ever but i cant help it. i sound so horrible writing this but i just need to let my feelings out without getting judged by the people i know. ive had witty for a few years now not only on this account i had one before and honestly i dont know what i would do without it. im not on it all the time ill admit but its always here whenever i need to vent or let anything out. i dont feel judged here i feel like people actually care sometimes here. just the little things get me down when my friends lie to me or talk behind my back about me. in maths theres a boy i sit next to and hes always picking on me and taking the mickey out of me and it makes me so upset but i havent told anyone and he really intimidates me and it makes me dread maths because im scared that he's going to say more hurtful stuff. i know im probably just taking it too personally but it gets me worrying. i think id die if any of my friends or family saw my witty. thats what i love about it. i can write whatever i want without anybody caring and i love that freedom. i can talk about my friends annoying me or anything thats bothering me and get it off my chest. my 'friend' is always lying and being gobby and being rude to everyone and its really awkward because i dont know what to say to her and it really annoys me. okay i know nobodys gonna read this and im kind of glad because ive written some embarrassing stuff but it feels good to just get it all off my chest and sort out my problems. okay witty, thankyou for letting me do this.