I have a concussion
I feel like my memory is leaving me
All I remember is hurt and pain
No love or gain
I sit at home
Feeling sad
But all I know
is I feel bad,
But if I go to school
my head will hurt more
I'll get more dizzy
I'll feel more tired
I'll want to sleep more
I'll be moodier.
But what if I'm just imagining all of this?
Just like some people say?
What if I'm just lying to get my way?
I'm scared.
I don't know what is real
and what isn't.
Everything feels like a dream.
A dream where I can't remember much.
A dream I can't escape
A dream I love being in
Yet really hate.
I like the attention
Yet hate feeling powerless
I can't do anything
But live in this
Not being able to control one thing.
Not knowing what I want,
What I need.
Not seeing the light at the end of the tunnel
Not knowing if there even is a light.

When will I wake up?