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About this girl Hi! I am ihla! 2013 is here. A new year a new beginning. This i aint getting nothing less than i deserve . Im gonna achive all my goals and make my parents proud. Im gonna make new friends and live a non-awkward life. this year im gonna live life to its fullest. now that you know me, you can move on and read my quotes. I hope you like them. Oh and by the way, you are awesome for coming up here! :) Btw, This year is going to be my year t.
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August 29, 2013 1:22am EDT
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August 27, 2013 1:41pm EDT
Zayn is engaged. The one who I thought was a boy and still immature is engaged. One of the five people that i dream about day and night is engaged. My favorite person on this earth is engaged. I can never ever look at him without crying over the fact that he is engaged. It took me a couple of days to sink in the fact that my hero is engaged. As depressed as i am about him being engaged i am extremely happy that the seventeen year old boy i fell in love with has become a man. Congratulations Zayn Malik and Perrie Edwards.
I am a fifteen year old girl whose dream is just a little different from the rest other girls wish for fancy jewelllery and more clothes. but i dont. Cause i think i have enough of those my dream is to settle down. To walk inside a house and be able to call it a home. To stay in one place long enough to know the neighbourhood My dream is to have a home My dream is to stop being an outcast My dream is to belong somewhere My dream is different from the rest My dream is simple But my dream is far from coming true
its been a long hard road without you by my side. why weren't you there the nights that we cried? you broke my mother's heart, you broke your children for life. its not okay. but we are all right. i remember the days you were a hero in my eyes, but those are just a long lost memory of mine. i spent so many years learning how to survive. now im writing just to let you that i'll survive.
i miss my friends. i miss the house that i grew up in. i miss my old life. i miss my country. i miss my cousins. i miss the school that i left behind. i've been trying to hide it for a very long time, but i dont think i like this place. I dont think i belong here. i dont think i fit in. i just want to go home really bad. not this house that i live in but to the place where i grew up. to the land where all my memories are buried. to the place where i actually feel comfortable and safe. I just miss home.
i was never anything special. but i think my parents were proud of me for my grades. i define myself based on the grade i get. but now thats gone too. im not sure if my parents are proud of me anymore. i have no clue what on earth is wrong with me..
Day 4: the thing you fear most loosing my mom. It scares the hell out of me knowing that her time here will be up someday. The thought of having to live without her scares me. I just hope it never happens.
She turned five yesterday. She is my own sister and i didnt wish her. Well, i couldnt. There is not a single day that goes by that i dont think about her. I miss her so frickin much and i would do anything to spend sometime with her, specially on her birthday. But there is nothing i can do about it. Every single day i just sit here thinking how much i am missing. She is growing up so fast. If anyone of you take your sibling for granted, just stop it. Cause i would do anything to spend some quality time with my sister and i cant. She is a beautiful girl who doesnt even know that she has a sister. My dad would probably tell her from time to time that i exist, but i think its going to be hard for her to believe that since she sees once in a blue moon. This quote is dedicated to noya, my sister. I love you very much and happy fifth birthday.