When I get jealous.
It’s more than just a word.
It’s a whole different kind of feeling.
I get a knot in my stomach.
I can barely even speak because I’m too hurt for words.
I try to find other things to get my mind off of the situation,
but I can’t.
I replay whatever’s making me jealous
over and over in my head.
I doubt everything.
I feel like crying, but I don’t want to cry
over a misunderstanding.