I accidentally cleared my profile and everything I just freaking typed so bear with me.
wannabe posted a quote
January 27, 2015 5:50pm EST
"You know," I sighed, glancing at my feet. "If you knew anything, you'd understand that the biggest problem with me isn't that I have depression or that I'm ungrateful or even that I just hate life. It's not that I'm crazy, or stupid, or just damn ignorant. I just never listen. To anyone, really. My skull is made of eleven layers of lead that can barely be penetrated by a bullet. Nothing seems to make sense to me simply because I can't make sense of that. And, I guess I'm sorry I have no idea what's going on anymore. But I don't know what I'm talking about, really. Maybe you are right. I'm just some stupid, crazy, ignorant, depressed girl who hates life." "paradox" adapted from my instagram account phobic_tiger - go follow it, it's more frequently updated and there's more stuff like thiiiis :D
It's been awhile since I've been online. It'll probably stay that way. Since the last time I've been online, a lot has happened... -First suicide attempt -First real heartbreak -Dated two people I didn't love -First (real) kiss -Made an instagram -Got closer with my only two real friends -Watched the To This Day Project for the first time (I sobbed. Hard.) -Became addicted to Tiny Wings -Almost five months with clean wrists -Depression=No longer -Scored audition with a talent agency I've been dreaming of -Replaced most negativity with dance I doubt more than five people will see this. But whoever is, thanks for everything. Witty's changed me, a lot. I hope everyone fufills their dreams, falls in love, lives happily. I never gave an official goodbye before, but this will be it for awhile. I'll never forget you, witty profiles. P.S. Smile :)
and if you can't see anything beautiful about yourself, get a better mirror. look a little closer, stare a little longer. because there's something inside you that made you keep going despite everyone who told you to quit. you built a cast around your heart and signed it yourself. you signed it "they were wrong."