I dare you.

C h a p t e r 17 .
Addison's P.O.V.

 

I hadn't spoken to Alex in months now.
He tried calling me, texting me, talking to me and school, and even coming to my house everyday.
But this wasn't just something I could forgive him for.
I don't really care how he feels about me now, because in the beginning that was what mattered.
And in the beginning, I was nothing but a bet to him.
His friends decided to call off the bet once they realized how hurt he was after I stopped talking to him, so he got his car back.
But he still never seemed right.
I wanted so bad to take him back, and act like everything was perfect.
But I know I could never forget what he did, or forgive him.
And I couldn't let him hurt me again.
The only problem?
I'm still in love with him.
"Addison!" I heard Matt call from downstairs.
I sighed and walked down, only to see Alex at the door.
Usually, I'd have Matt answer the door and tell him to leave.
I don't know why he decided not to today.
"What do you want Alex!?" I yelled.
"You." He said simply.
"Well I don't want you, okay?!"
"Addison please give me another chance!" He begged.
"I... I can't.." I whispered.
He stepped closer to me. "Why not?"
"You don't deserve another chance." I said.
"Addi, I know but-"
I cut him off. "Go."
"What?"
"You heard me. Go. Get out of my house! I never want to see you again!" I told him.
He slowly backed up, a couple tears falling from his eyes, but he left.
I sat down on the floor, and broke down.
I hadn't allowed myself to cry over him for the longest time, but talking to him again, I just couldn't do it.
I heard Matt wander into the room, and he sat down next to me, until I stopped sobbing.
"Why did you let him go?" He asked.
"He hurt me Matt..." I whispered.
"But you're in love with him Addison. You don't let someone you love, and someone who loves you just leave."
I looked up at Matt through my tear stained eyes and whispered,

"If he really cared, he never would have left."
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