We dated and had a thing for over a year. Then suddenly stopped
talking over the summer, and started again at the beginning of
the school year.
Last night he called me because I fell asleep on him.
I told him about the creepy boy who's stalking me at
school.
He said he'd walk me to all the classes he can, &
he'd be my body guard.
Going back to a month ago;
He had picked a freshman over me. I stayed his friend and
didn't give up hope. He shattered my heart, but I kept
talking to him, making sure he was okay when he put up sad
status', and I was his best friend.
Before I fell asleep for the second time last night, expect on
the phone, he told me this..
"Hey, I have to tell you something. I just wanted to say
thank you for being here still. I still have to ask myself why
you're still here. After all of the bullsh.it I put you
through, I honestly have no idea why you're still here. But
I'm really happy you are. I know you said you'd be my
best friend, and I'd be yours. And if there's any way
in hell that I can go back to how it was, I would. I've
made the mistake in losing you twice and I can't do it
again. Before, yeah I was confused. I was with her because I
didn't know what to feel. But after I took some time to
myself, to think about everything, I know that I'm supposed
to be here, and I know what I'm supposed to do."
I asked him back..
"How do you know you're not confused this
time?"
He said..
"How do I know? Look, the first person I text every
morning is you. And it brings back every memory. Those late
night phone calls, the skype dates, the inside jokes, even when
you asked me to be your alarm clock and I would forget and
you'd wake up late. I never had that with anyone else, and
I miss it. I miss all of those memories Jena. Okay. I don't
just miss the memories because you can miss the memories and
not the person, but I miss you. I miss you and how things were.
I'd give anything to get it back."
Why did I make this a quote? Because it's never too late to
fight for what you love. Never give up.
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