I just need to say something to everyone who....
expects me to act a certain way,
to re-act a certain way, think a certain way,
behave a certain way and say certain things.
you're wrong.
Why do people think that because I care less about some things
than other people I do not have feelings.
Why?
Just because I get angry before I get upset, does not mean I am incapable
of feeling hurt.
Just because I argue, does not mean insults bounce off me.
Just because It takes a lot for things to get to me, does not mean you are
free to take the p/ss out of me.
Yes my body is ugly, you do not have to tell me every day, thinking that it won't
bother me.
Yes when I am angry it is best to let me rant it out, but it does not mean that
leaving me alone and ignoring me is the answer to everything.
I am fed up of people thinking that they know exactly how I am going to react
to something.
Why do people expect me to be almost incapable of feeling emotions?
Why?
I am sick to death of the fact that people seem to see me as some un-caring,
un-feeling, heartless person who is best left alone,
who doesn't understand, who never feels hurt or gets upset.
And all because of what?
That I get angry before I get upset
or that I'm the the girl who's best left alone?
I ask you one question
Why?

thanks for reading.