stay_strong819 · 1 decade ago
I feel so left out, like nobody will understand what i'm going through, I even keep everything from my family. I have told my friend, and she was like " WHY WOULD YOU DO THAT TO YOURSELF!?!?" I told her that I starve myself. I didn't know how I could answer her question..... I feel that in my life right now nothing makes sence. The only thing makes sence, and keeps me going everyday is my music, and playing sports. If there was no music, and I couldn't express myself in a creative way, I wouldn't have a reason to live. Sports are what makes me rethink eating so I can have the energy to go and run. If Ididn't do track this season I don't know how I could keep going. It is just the little things in life that really mean something to some people, and saves their life.
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kurrburr · 1 decade ago
My boyfriend broke up with me but still loves me Ive cried myself to sleep every night I can't talk to my friends cuz all of them think I'm over him but I'm not and I don't know what to do cuz I was in love with him and he told me he still loves me but idk
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Foreveryoung24 · 1 decade ago
so I'm going to high school next year and in my town we have two middle schools and our towns merge and make one big high school. And everyone from the my school already has friends from the school and I'm so scared that I'm gonna be a loner in high school. I'm so freakin' scared! And all the girls in my school are beautiful and skinny. Unlike me i have natural fat and ugh its so stressful!
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MySweetEscape · 1 decade ago
Okay so my boyfriend wants to kisss tomorrow and i legit panic everytime someone mentions me kissing someone so i freak out and i don't know how to get over the fear. sgfdhslsjd
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ThreeFalls2Fate · 1 decade ago
I developed a crush on a friend of mine, but he's dating an aquaintence of mine. He told me he was going to break up with her, then changed his mind. He's been flirting (I think) with me, he's been sitting with me on the bus (my school doesn't get out until Wed.), he says he wants to hangout and asked me for my number. I can't help feeling like he's only doing it out of pity, though I don't understand how he likes the girl he "dates." They never hangout, and she's been nothing but trouble to anyone who's ever been close to her. I just feel like I'm never anyone's first choice because I'm some type of depressed loser freak. And there's the fact that my dad's wife hates my guts, nothing I do is ever right in her eyes, everything is my fault. My dad is rarely on my side, and it hurts. Whenever I go to him about anything, he brushes it off or tells me something unhelpful. Today I asked him if I was a loser, he told me stories of pretty girls who ended up with no teeth and lots of babies by their twenties, and how being a loser or a winner is a state of mind. You know what my state of mind is? That I'm a loser. I sit around upset that no one ever wants to do anything with me, even though I'm nice and I get talked to in school and all that, I just don't get invited to any group things because, well, I never belonged to any specific group. I always had one to three close friends that were kind of my group then a few friends from other groups. I lost my close friends gradually, and while I still have the other friends we aren't as close and they do things with their own cliques that I'm not apart of. It's a really frustrating thing to go through. Having friends but feeling like you don't, feeling like they don't care. There's my little rant. Thank you for the venting opportunity!
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strongerrX · 1 decade ago
I'm so lost in everything about this life. I've never known why I keep trying. But now I have someone. A "soulmate" you might say. But here's the catch...he lives 16,668 miles away D:
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darienbrooke · 1 decade ago
My friend "allison" is dating my ex, Thomas. I was totally in love with him! But he broke up with me because he loved me, but he wasn't in love with me. Now she wants to break up with him because she loves him but isn't in love with him. But he loves her as much as I loved him. I care about him and I really don't want to see him hurt. But Allison wants me and Thomas to get back together when they break up! I really want to but I feel like I'm just getting my hopes up and the same thing is going to happen again! I mean I know she's prettier,smarter, skinnier, funnier, and better than me but I have to have SOME good qualities??? idk Im so stupid :(

And thanks for this!!!! You are so sweet!
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amyvalverde5 · 1 decade ago
I hate my body. I feel like i can't go out to the pool or the beach, without being make fun of. I feel like the only way out is anorexia, cause I've tried excersize and eating healthy. Nothing ever works. for me.
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xmakesmestronger27x · 1 decade ago
i'm tired of being alone. even with my best friend i feel alone. i feel like im a burden, like im just not wanted anymore i cant handle that feeling anymore...
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Callibear8 · 1 decade ago
I have a boy problem. But it's long. But I have a really low self esteem. I question every single thing I do. I'm really insecure about my whole body. And my personilty.
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