So yesterday I was with him, and he had to leave for football for the friday night game and he asked me to walk with him to the school, so I did. When he had to leave he kissed me. Then was I was about to leave he spun me around and pulled me back in. ♥
AND IN REAL LIFE boys don't come running back to you in the middle of the night, grab your arm and kiss you when you're walking away, or throw rocks at your window and sneak through your window just to talk. No, they leave and never say another word to you.
I believe in everything until its disproved. So believe in fairies, the myths, and dragons. It all exists even if it's just in your head. Who's to say that dreams and nightmares aren't as real as here and now? -John Lenon .
I didn't change. I'm still the same girl who sits around laughing at dumb things and walks with the biggest smile on her face. You're just mad that I gave up on your bulIshit and don't give a damn anymore. You're just mad I don't sit at home on a friday night anymore wondering what you're doing and who you're with. You're just mad that I finally moved on.
It's hard to comprehend that it's really over. Ten years, seven books, and eight movies that changed millions of lives all over the world. It has been such a huge part of my childhood. It hurts to know there won't be another word published or a scene tape. I know that the story and the legacy created will live in our hearts forever. I want to thank J.K Rowling for creating the best childhood I've ever got to witness. I truly feel bad for the people who never really got to enter the world like we did. I will miss the train ride in and the pranks pulled by the twins. But just remember. Hogwarts will always be there to welcome you home wether it's from the books or on the screen. "Always." It may be just a story, but to us it is so much than that. long live the harry potter generation.
Me: I feel like crying. Depression: Do it. Nobody likes you. Me: I have friends. Depression: No you don't, they only keep you around because they feel sorry for you. Me: You're right. Depression: You know what you need to do, right? Me: Get the blades? Depression: Get the blades.
Well that was it. Today was my last day of Middle School. I've been through so much drama, got my first kiss, cried over a boy, made some friends that I hope will last forever, and lost some friends that I never thought I'd lose but I did. Honestly, it hit me today I'm only going to have four years left and then I'm off to start my own life. It's scary thinking that. I remember walking through the basement doors being a little fifth grader so happy that I was going to finally be in middle school. Now? I walked into that school today, knowing that's where I've made many of my memories and that I was leaving it. It's crazy how much I've changed in five years. The end of the summer of sixth grade, I discovered witty profiles. I never knew it would mean so much to me or that I'd actually gain followers. I find myself writing this with tears coming down my face. No matter how much I said "I hate middle school" it's not as bad as you think. I couldn't have done it without the people in my life. Shoutout to the haters, you still couldn't phase me. I've had the time of my life. Looking back, I wouldn't have changed a thing, besides you can't go back anyways. "You only live once, but if you do it right once is enough." 2008-2012. p.s stay gold.
It's kind of like this: You have to have the nicest jeans, cutest purse, or say the newest thing so it catches on. You have to be skinny, you have to buy this, wear this, say that, be on his side, her side, be neutral, have white teeth, have straight teeth, your hair can't be frizzy, and you can't wear that because it doesnt 'work' anymore. You have to go to parties, be friends with everyone, trust no one, pose like this, smile like that, tilt your head this way, and put your hand on your hip, because that's how it is. And let me just say, forget all of that. Be yourself.