Please, Im not looking for any sympathy, but I just need to say this. I still love him, and he thinks I'm going out with his best friend because his best friend likes me. And I just wanna kill myself. No one likes me anymore. Everyone hates me, I would feel better off invisible so no one can see me cry. I cant stop staring at him.  We had to break up because his mom didnt aprove, but that's the only reason why. I can't stop thinking about him and the whole situation. I just wanna die, right now. Just at this moment. I still wanna live but I can't  do this I feel without him. I cant wait till summer. In school, He's in every one of my classes, and in my homeroom. I see him everyday and all day. We were together for 8 months, He cheated on me though, he broke up with me several times. But then was so sweet. I know I should've never given him anymore then one chance. I got too attached, too quick.  His best friend asked me out and I didn't answer becasue I didnt want to hurt his feelings but then my friends (who dont like him) said yes she says yes and he was right there and said " I don't care,you can have her, there is more girls out there. But inside, I was breaking into a billion little pieces. The impact he had on me, I swear he changed my life. I never felt like this ever before. I do love him. And I can't shake the feeling. I got 99 problems and this is one of them.