I hate one thing about myself.
That one thing being the persona I put on
around people. I'm the girl who will sink into the
plastic depths of her chair if she has anyone behind her
until she's practically gone. Who will change in front of
the window with the shades open and laugh like she's
gotten away with murder. Who trips up the stairs and falls
over her own two feet. Who'll show up to school as sick
as a dog just to get one glimpse of his perfect face and skip
three days to get out of a class presentation. I'm that
girl who swears like a sailor and lies like a polotician. Who
blames the world for a bad hair day and curses the gods at
the sight of a zit. Who is one of the very few people in the
world that falls for personalities and finds looks a plus.
Who makes a joke out of everything to avoid the pain. I'm
the girl who will pick on my siblings for hours and threaten
to kill a bully that touches one hair on their heads. Who
will look out the window after finishing writing something
and exclaim "Whoa, is that the sun already?" Who
will stand up for whatever she believes in and shout her
opinions at a crowd of strangers.
I have a past for the world to
see,
and a present that's a
mystery.
I wrote this a little while ago.
=) Thought maybe someone else would be able to relate
to it as well.
27 faves · May 5, 2012 9:38pm