A B O U T M E :
I am Stovan :) (nickname)my real name is Esteban and people tell me it reminds them of "Esteban" from that Disney show. I am from California,US(ofc)18 years old, I feel old already to yet not have anything in life. Sometimes I act goofy lol and girlish other times I feel like the man I should be I guess. Doesn't really matter though but recently I've changed radically, looking at everybody's different perspective but still we join to become a whole. I like to write quotes on witty for my "future girlfriend" hahaha, I like jokes to laugh all the time and I wish I had the kind of friends that actually looked out for me or had my back, yet haven't found neither. Still single ._. always have the urge or sense of need of companion c: I am very and almost always optimistic but as you see some of my quotes are sad since I like to write from inspirations more than just what comes up to my head. My favourite activities are to play guitar heh at I learned on an electric without an amp felt like quitting, but I thought to myself If I wanna be a guitarist I can and will be, now I want to even for a band lol, my favourite bands are Bullet for my Valentine, Machine Head, Parkway Drive, Avenged Sevenfold, A Day to Remember, As I Lay Dying. soccer, and like to write. Hope you like my quotes :) And please give me ideas of what to put on the bottom scroll box lol.
I Don't Know What To Put Here!(for now just my fav lyrics)
"I hold your hand with mine in this picture perfect light, theres one last chance for us tonight. I hold your mine so everything is fine"
"With these moments we hold dear and the seconds we have left, I know you're here inside my heart"
"My bed so cold, so lonely, just sheets to hold me"
"If home is where the heart is, why do I feel fuckin' heartless"
"Hope doesn't live here, love doesn't live here, anymore"
"No more I care to live, when I'm just born to die"
"So cry me a fuckin' river, bitch"
"Burn all you love, there's no hope for the weak, your heroes have died"
"So serenade her with your pathetic suicide love song"
"And does it make you sick, can you hear me? is she concious? and does it make you feel beautiful? bloodshed under the streetlights"
"We spend our lives wasting as time eats us alive"
"There is nothing as empty as waiting to die"
"Masochistic, to think this will be remembered, sadistic, perpetuation of stagnation"
"The hours have become irriitations and I find myself in life's imitation"
"If I tear you open wide, take a look inside, are you pretty? Can I get inside your mind, see what i can find, are you pretty?
"So society just can't let us be. Please don't be ashamed we are not to blame. The future's ours to take we will make mistakes. Scream this loud and proud we will not back down!"
"These four words might help, just go fuck yourself"
stovan