One
half
of
me;
Hates you. Like if you
died tonight, I wouldn't even go to your funeral. I hate
you for putting me through what you put me through. I hate you
for promising me you'd never hurt me. I hate you for
pretending you cared. I hate you for wasting a year of my life.
I hate you for watching me try to please you over and over
again, when you knew I never would anyways. I hate you for
giving up on me. Giving up on us... I hate you for leading me
on. I hate you for feeding me lies. I hate you for never
thinking I was enough. I hate you for pointing out my flaws. I
hate you for telling me you were done trying. I hate you for
existing. I hate you for breathing. I just hate
you.
But
the
other
half
of
me;
Misses you. I miss the
conversations we used to have. I miss those times when you
would smile at me in the hallway. I miss how I told you
everything. I miss how you gave me advice. I miss your laugh..
I miss you. So much. Seeing you everyday makes me want to die,
because I know you don't miss me. I miss making you smile.
I miss you making me smile. I miss that bond we had. I miss you
texting me really early every sunday morning because you were
bored while you were in the car on your way to go hunting. I
miss having you in my life. I miss you. I miss everything about
you.
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graciiexbaybayyx3 · 1 decade ago
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thank you!(: