common denominator
Chapter 16.
Justin's POV.

I knew Jessica was a little bit mad. And I knew this wasn't going to turn out right. Something dawned on me on the way to the hospital. I'm not ready to be a father. I wasn't even aware that the closest baby to me was allergic to peanuts. What if that ever happened to my own kids? I'm sure Jenna told me, but of course I wasn't listening. I never was. I thought that I was too immature to be a father. I'm not old enough, and I'm definitely not wise enough. I started to panic. I can't do this. I can't do this. It kept repeating in my mind.
Jessica wouldn't look at me. I found myself hating myself. If that makes any sense at all. Probably not. But I did. I hated myself and I hated myself a lot. I hurt Little Jessica. I hurt my wife, too. She hated seeing our goddaughter cry her eyes out. And it was all my fault.
We got to the hospital and charged to the ER, following the workers.
Jessica still didn't talk to me. I really did it this time. My heart hurt. My head hurt. Everything hurt. Everything ached. I wasn't loved. I wasn't loved by Jessica, or big Jessica, or Jenna, or anyone. I'm hated. I hate myself. How could I be so stupid!?
"Justin, can I talk to you?" Jessica asked. This should be good.
"Let me-" I started, but Jessica cut me off.
"What the hell were you thinking? Jenna's told us a thousand times that she's deathly allergic to peanuts!"
"I'm sorry! I didn't know! Jessica, we're not ready to be parents."
"I don't know about you, but I am. What are you trying to say?"
"Maybe we should just... not have them."
"What the hell?!" Jessica looked hurt. "What? You want to kill them?" She looked disgusted. What have I done?
"No, I didn't mean t-" Jessica started crying. "No, babe. I didn't mean it. You don't understand."
"First of all, never tell me I don't understand. I understand everything. Second of all, I'm having this baby, whether you like it or not." Jessica was crying full speed now. Why did I say that? Yay, now I hate myself even more.
"Jessica, I didn't mean-"
"I can't believe you." She ran off. I felt like my heart cracked into little microscopic pieces. She ran out the door. I was left standing alone. I couldn't make my feet move. I fell to the ground. I blackened out. It wasn't until I woke up that I realized I had fainted.
I opened my eyes and I was in a hospital bed. For what, the millionth time in my life? I stood up. No one was here. I was unloved. Jessica wasn't by my side, my mom wasn't, my dad wasn't. Nobody was. Then I remembered. Little Jessica. I walked over to her room. She was sleeping. Her parents were on both sides of her, crying.
"I'm so sorry." I said.
"Justin, we don't want to hear it. We trusted you. We told you a thousand times that she was allergic. Deathly allergic. Do you know what that means? I don't think you have a clue." Jenna said through her tears.
"I'm sorry." I stumbled backwards. I walked out of the room, silent. I had no one to comfort me. For the first time in my life, I felt unloved.

*it doesn't matter if you love him, or capital h-i-m. m.m. just put your paws up. you were born this way, baby.

</3 oh, bieber. i love you!

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common denominator Chapter 16. Justin's POV. I knew Jessica

84 faves · 21 comments · May 31, 2011 8:33pm

babieegurl720 · 1 decade ago
i agree with lovestruckxx i mean like really barely any one does.! D:
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Lovestruckxx · 1 decade ago
Lmfao I kinda sorta got mad at Jenna in this episode. Like Justin would know french fries had peanuts in them?
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setthemusicfree · 1 decade ago
D:
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_Rhi_ · 1 decade ago
JUSTIN PLEASE DON'T HATE YOURSELF :'(

things get better over time :(
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imthebitch10 · 1 decade ago
i sweeeeeear im in love with thhese storriies, i reaad them everydaay alll daay<3
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xpeacexluvxparty · 1 decade ago
omg definetly wasnt expecting that
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kriisttennmarrieexo3 · 1 decade ago
MOREE.. MOREE.. MOREE!!!!! <3
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jssx623 · 1 decade ago
OMG MORE.
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wishforyou156 · 1 decade ago
nooo:(
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kakakatie · 1 decade ago
ahhhhhhhh keep writing!
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you_know_you_love_me · 1 decade ago
this chapter almost made me cryy!:(
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livvxyourxlifeee · 1 decade ago
omggg!! is little jessica gonna die? or did she die already?!!?! im dying now xD
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rowanrage25 · 1 decade ago
ahhhhhhh, i love your storyyyy.
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takenbyalex · 1 decade ago
oh no! is justin going to try and hurt himself because no one loves him?!
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penguinluv · 1 decade ago
Ohhh sad nothing with griffins:'(
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harrypotterlover42 · 1 decade ago
wow, harsh on bieber:(
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shewillbeloved_x · 1 decade ago
AH. THIS IS HEARTBREAKING < \ 3
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Xportugese_babiiiX · 1 decade ago
omg you NEEED to write more. justin and jess have to have the babies & they CANT split up
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skigrl741 · 1 decade ago
More? And dont let them split up please???? make everything A-OKAY!
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TheGuitargirl118 · 1 decade ago
Aww, poor Justin. I hope everything works out okay. They've been through so much together :) write more tonight??
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