she may come across as hard to get, but that's because she's been through a few things, seen a few things b e e n t h e r e a n d d o n e t h a t , she's cold... yes, but only because s h e o n c e c a r e d a b o u t s o m e o n e who failed to care about her, she's built a fortress to protect her heart from further damage. you told her that you're different, b u t s h e w o n ' t b e l i e v e i t u n t i l y o u p r o v e i t , words don't mean a thing, actions are everything. -drake.
and i miss how playful you were with me. i miss the way you would smile down at me, how you would playfully make fun of me. i miss how you were the only one i could talk to. i miss how you didn't care about sweaty hands or messy hair. i miss how you stood there and made me take my makeup off. i miss your laugh. i miss your hugs. i miss texting for hours and hours. i miss how you called me "baby". i miss how you'd pull me on top of you, just to say hi. i miss how you were protective of me. i miss the butterflies from when i thought about you. i miss how you kissed me spontaneously - in my kitchen closet, making cookies, playing games on my phone. i miss seeing your eyes light up when i saw you. i miss seeing your face at my front door when i told you i didnt feel good. i miss how you actually did love me, even though i was too stupid to see that. and i regret ever letting you go. i'm sorry, i'm sorry that i'm such an idiot. < / 3
you're the one who broke my heart, you're the reason my w o r l d f e l l a p a r t . you're the one who left me there, t h e n y o u s a i d y o u d i d n ' t c a r e . you're the one who made me cry, yet i'm still in love with you & i don't know why.
today the line at Abercrombie was taking forever, & I was confused to why it was, so I peeked ahead, ♥ ONLY TO SEE 7&9YEAR OLDS texting on their iPhones, holding another Hollister bag in one hand, and wearing Abercrombie clothing while screaming To their mom about how they still don't have a BACK TO SCHOOL♥ outfit. fave if you think this ridiculous. nmf