i hate not being able to call you my boyfriend anymore.

i hate knowing that anyone can have you.

i hate that you’re the only thing that could make me happy right now.

i hate checking my phone and not having a text from you waiting for me.

i hate the fact that i’m not yours anymore.

i hate the fact that i can’t tell you i love you anymore.

i hate the fact that when I see your face i’m going to fall apart.

i hate that i still care about you and probably always will.

i hate how you don’t feel the same way.

i hate this.