But honestly I can’t get over you. (1)
He grabbed me from behind near the waist; I shuddered but smiled faintly and looked up into his deep crimson eyes.
“Remember when we dated?” He laughed and pulled me closer. I died inside.
“Oh yeah I remember, that it never happened.” We both laughed and he continued to walk me towards the front hall.
“It’s okay I still love you”
“Yeah I love you too,” I smirked; he winked, said bye and ran off the parking lot.
I looked at my hands, I was trembling. The truth is I was in love with him and I had wished everyday that we would date, his sarcastic but amazing remarks always faltered within my heart. Tucker was truly someone special but the problem is, is I’ve never been able to tell if he ever liked me or this was his natural stance with girls. I’ve liked him ever since sophomore year… I’m currently applying to colleges. This boy made me weak in the knees every time saw him. Now don’t get me wrong, when you’re in love it’s great, but the problem is --when you fall out it. It's hard to get over people; I mean really get over them. You might start to have feelings for other people, but it doesn't mean you're over him, you’re just moving on. But I’m having trouble moving on from the first boy who made me feel beautiful in several kinds of ways.
I remember the first time I saw him. There he was. Sitting 3rd period, sophomore year. Tucker. Cute and Meek. I hadn’t ever really glanced his way. He didn’t talk much. I assumed he was just shy. He had just transferred from private school. But with time grew conversation and feelings. He was always there for me even when he didn’t know it.
I’m a senior now. We’ve drifted apart. I could have sworn we were going to get married. I still think it sometimes when we talk and that leads me to today. Alone, never been kissed, 18.
“KELLY.” I could hear my best friend Rachel scream my name from across the steps.
“Let head to the parking lot together, you know I hate walking alone.” She laughed and dipped down and followed Tuckers shadowed footsteps.
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