long, but please read.
this is my only suicide note. i would really like people to know
my story when im gone, so please read the whole thing. my parents
have always been the most important thing to me, ever. but then,
when i was in fifth grade, they got divorced. they never told me
why. my dad bought a house really close, and i went over to his
house every other weekend. everlything had changed, but i
was still me. then, my mom got a boyfriend. i really never liked
him, and i wasnt comfortable with the fact that she was dating
again only a few months after the divorce. my mom started to not
pay attention to me. she would go out every night, and i barely
ever saw her. i worried a lot about her, so i didnt sleep much. i
started to pull my hair out, and i would over eat in the morning.
the school nurse told me i might be depressed and to go see a
doctor. i never did, so it got worse. then my dad left, and i
dont know where he went. he just took off without saying goodbye.
but anyway, i dont have my dad anymore, and my mom is
(figuratively) gone. i dont even have friends at school. i just
dont see my place here anymore. i kept telling myself that when i
was eighteen i could leave and never come back. but i dont want
to live my life alone. so whats the point of living it at all? im
just wasting good oxygen. so anyway, please favorite this. i want
as many people as possible to know my story when im gone.
i want to leave some kind of sign that i was here.
574 faves · 280 comments · Jul 24, 2010 11:20pm
emmyXO4eva
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1 decade ago
R.I.P<3
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monkeykool150
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1 decade ago
RIP</3 you will be missed
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GoneWithTheWind
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1 decade ago
PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE TELL ME SHE'S STILL ALIVE! Oh my God...
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xxLifeIsASongSoSingItxx
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1 decade ago
she is not pretending to kill herself for attention. @MariaLovesThomas thats really mean of you to say. And this is not a laughing matter. She last signed in the day she wrote this quote. and never signed in after that. That's hrrobiel. and for people like you to be laughing "lol" at this...its not funy.
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KeshaLove
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1 decade ago
First of all, WHY post something like that on here?
Second, you should never give up on life, no matter how hard things are, I know what you're going through.
<3
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legit7
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1 decade ago
im so sorry..dont leave...if u did i feel terrible </3
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BeccaIsSoCute
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1 decade ago
Steve faved this :) He dosen't want you to go
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hydraulic
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1 decade ago
You were given this life because you ARE strong enough to get through it.
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lawlokay
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1 decade ago
life is a rollarcoaster there is bad times and good times. your just in the bad time and wait good things are going to happen. just know i might not know you but i love you.
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brianaaaxo
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1 decade ago
if you didnt go through with this, just know your beautiful.
i would do anything for you to keep alive girl.
really. <3
god bless you
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xobelievexo
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1 decade ago
I want to know who this is. i cant imagine how hard this persons life must be but im so scared. no one should die this way, not even the most neglected. i know her last sign in was the day she wrote the suicide note but there is still hope. please everyone who's reading this, keep her in your prayers. i know she will be in mine
god bless you, i know you can have the power to turn this around your life could be amazing if you just hang on
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abbyapathetic
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1 decade ago
If this person is really gone...God needed another angel ♥ If anyone notices someone else in school, who might need help, need a friend, just someone to talk...please be that someone. That might be all it takes.
God bless.
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XOXOhaleyM
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1 decade ago
you guys, click this persons profile....
they are gone..
last logged in.. the day the sucide note was posted
:(
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carissalynnx29
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1 decade ago
y kill urself? when ur older youll probally get married, have kids and a awsome husband! so youd kill yourself now but get rid of all that? just sayin
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dreamer18
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1 decade ago
to veigalauren96..that is terrible! It is people who say things like who help to encourage suicides.
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MeMyselfSaira
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1 decade ago
dont kill yourself for someone else baba, you;re worth more than them, think about your friends, sit down an talk to your mum.
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Live_Love_Breath_Soccer
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1 decade ago
do NOT kill yourself...you have so much to live for....look at all these people who care....if you kill yourself, the second you do what you do, you'll regret it....trust me.
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Kandiie
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1 decade ago
please don't do it, you were put on this earth for a reason. and even though it may feel like your alone, your not. your never alone. everyone here loves and cares about you. have faith and stay strong(L) you will get through this, i promise. god bless you beautiful ♥
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jennymisshenny
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1 decade ago
omg dont do it. thats stupid, u have ur whole life ahead of u!!! i dont mean to be harsh or anything like that but r u crazy?!?!? u cant die, u cant leave, u will be deeply missed. i dont no u but i no what ur going through, my parents r divorced and i absolutly hate my step dad but u cant kill youself. have hope and i hope u read this cause ur making a terrible mistake. trust me it will become eaiser, dont do it. ive gone through hell and u just want to give up now, well u cant do that!!! u need to go find help b u do anything thats crazy. please dont do it, im begging u!!! stay strong and stay positive : )
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Eva0107 · 1 decade ago
dnt do it.......think about it.......if u die other ppl will die.....on this inside. Everything happens for a reason and im sure ur parents care about u but there was a reason for the divorce.....kids at skool are jealous lozers im sure ur beautiful and if u die so will everyone else on witty. hope ur okkay
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