yes, it still hurts...
and it's still going to hurt as long as i hear his name escape from people's mouths, as long as i see his face without any regards to me, as long as i smell his scent and get reminded of the music he likes and all the memories of when everything was so safe, so secure, when i thought we had a future together and all the overflow of good i terribly took for granted. you just need to understand that it's going to hurt until mentions of his name slowly dwindle away, once i start to have trouble remembering the sound of his voice and the smell of his cologne and the cute names he used to call me because someone better is calling me cute names and loving me for who i am and treating me ten times better than he ever will be and will have their heart set on me and intends to be with me for a very, very long time. but until he completely vanishes from my world, it's going to fncking hurt. because it only feels like a stab to your chest every goddámn day knowing that someone can basically disregard your existence in a matter of weeks, go right to someone else and walk around like you never meant shít to them and that nothing ever happened between the two of you. you feel like you've been disposed of and yeah, that's going to hurt.
i'm still angry, i've got every right to be, and i'm not apologizing for it
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