It is amazing I have not broken the keyboard of my computer from the amount of unbelievably stupid people I am constantly blocking from all my social media profiles. I am not a mean person...but if I do block you from one of my profiles, it is because you have offended me in some way.... So if you get blocked, I am not being mean, there is a reason I am not going to be nice to you if you are doing something disrespectful or offensive.... I do not allow just anyone to follow me. Because I mention I have anorexia on other sites, I am constantly getting followed by pro ana accounts (people who think eating disorders are diets) and it makes me sick.... It is so annoying. I am anorexic. I am not on a diet
May 4, 2015 Hello Witty it's been a while.. a year or three I'm 21 now and frankly I'm not even a little surprised I remembered my password It's not something I think I'll ever forget It's weird reading my old posts remembering how I was feeling, how much I cried How it's always a boy, it's always love, It's always a broken heart Although I stopped pouring my heart out on here, I did keep a journal there are things in it I want to post Messages I want to deliver to you and myself Things I need to remember, stuff you all should know Growing up is hard, but it's exciting every heart break, lost friendship, painful moment that you feel you can't overcome Just molds you into someone who can handle it. The things that make you feel the weakest, ultimately make you so strong.
May 4, 2015 Why I Shouldn't Waste My Time 1. From the begining I never felt secure 2. I never felt Important 3. When he's gone, he's gone. 4. No good mornings, no goodnights, and no I miss you texts 5. He never takes me out 6. I've cried more then I've smiled 7. He doesn't make me feel worth it 8. I am worth it 9. His friends come first (which is fine) they also come secound thrid, fourth, fifth...... I dont even think I'm on the list unless he's bored and his friends are busy 10. I'm the only one trying 11. I am the only one trying I deserve picnics and the beach, rockclimbing and chilis. I deserve the bar and to play pool. I deserve ice cream and the woods, long walks and even longer conversations. I deserve someone who will look at me with so much love they can barley hold back tears. I deserve someone who thinks about me and texts me, and calls me befor bed. I deserve someone who wants to know me, who tries for me, someone who will work hard for me.
People are decent human beings because of their actions. And if you hurt other people, I do not see how you can think you are a decent human being...You are responsible for your own actions. You either hurt people or you help them. It makes me sad some people are so selfish