Alright, Uh, Hi?? my name is Eren! I'm currently a junior in highschool and an aspiring animator..I'm a trans boy ((sweats nervously)) and I'm asexual yo.. I am currently studying japanese because I want to study animation in Japan and maybe even live there? i don't really know to be honest. i am smol (165-ish cm) but I am ready to fight.. that was a lie I'm just trying to impress you. i have a lot of social anxiety so if you ever try to hit me up, and i respond strangely, please take into account that i am just not used to being talked to?? i really like things that glow...it's my aesthetic tbh and anything that is holographic mmMMMmm..My music taste includes indie, j-pop, k-pop (occasionally), and House music ! but I prefer indie the most :^).My favorite indie band is The Wombats, and I particularlly like their album Glitterbug. I suppose it is easy to tell that i like drawing, seeing as though i want to be animator.. IDK. When people ask what else i like to do besides draw i find it hard to answer them. thats because i spend most of my time drawing anyway, and if I'm not drawing then i am in cosplay or sleeping ngl. i really like dogs !!!!!!!!!!!!!!! a lottttt. my favorites are the corgi and shiba inu. my grandma had a corgi named Zoe and she was an angel...idk why i thought to type that but im just gonna leave it there. Uuuhhh so yeah, if you'd like to follow me on tumblr you can do so here
Ryouta* posted a quote
November 23, 2015 10:57pm EST
i need to let some things off my chest right now so i apologize for any grammar mistakes in advance. I feel so horrible lately. My mom has brain cancer and can either take chemo or be put into palliative care. chemo seems to be pushing it though. I havent seen my mom in roughly four years, and now she might die. right when i have the chance to go see her. she might die. also my dad lost his job and keeps snapping at me about it. it's not my fault you lost your job ok dont yell at me and cuss at me. and just generally speaking i feel bad. i feel dysphoric and isolated and depressed. i have been trying so hard to post art onto tumblr only to get like 13 notes, i need a major confidence booster. nobody says nice things about my art or even me anymore. im such a horrible person. even my mom said i have a huge ego. there nothing to look forward to anymore. everything is going down hill. my stress relief was in art but now when i do it it makes me more stressed than i was before. id rather be dead right now honestly. notice me. notice me, im a boy, i want to have fun drawing, i want my mom to get better, i want my dad to stop yelling all the time. not to mention things at school. people avoid me and i have no friends. everyone i know is transferring to this stupid arts school. my "boyfriend" doesnt bother speaking to me hardly at all and would rather go off on his own than to even say bye????? idk how relationships work but im pretty sure youre supposed to like the person youre dating and i get the feeling he doesnt like me at all. like what the heck man. theres so many things happening and you cant manage to comfort me? I have internet friends that do a better job at making me feel better than you
Ryouta* posted a quote
September 20, 2015 4:26pm EDT
so I'm Vice President of the art club at my school and last Thursday was our first club meeting, the president made a slideshow with all the council member's names on it, right? he put my dead name on it and i had to intervene and explain how people can call me Eren. after the presentation this girl came up to me calling me by my birth name. i told her i preffered Eren and she didn't listen?? at that very moment my sould had left this earth and landed on another plane of existence where it could sc r e am. i told her it was more polite to call someone by their preffered name . now when she sees me she sarcastically calls out "Eren" what to heck man.