Guys, I'm sorry I haven't been posting.
Honestly, I went down the deep end again.
I've decided I'm telling my parents I still cut & I need to see a therapist, again.
I literally am scared of myself, I have to talk to someone.. otherwise.
I don't think I'll be around much longer.
I'm sorry. I'm sorry I'm a dissapointment.
I did it again tonight, and it burns and it makes me want to more.
I probably will, but I thought you guys should know. I might not be on here anymore.
I don't know, which way. I might just have to take it day by day.. depends what my therapist thinks.
I'm sorry guys.. I know I seem happy, I was trying to be for you.
But I can't do this anymore.
I need help.