VENTING; Boy problems, anyone wanna help me out?
Hi, soo theres this boy (Todd, not his real name.) who I've been talking to for the past 6 months. & we really hit it off on the 4th of July & have been seriously talking since. My friend asked him and he told her that he's going to ask me out on Tuesday. Two days away. A week ago I would have said yes in a heart beat. But last Monday I met someone new (Matt, not his real name.) We hung out for the first time & I had no intrest in him when we first met. But as the day went on, I slowly forgot about Todd, and started to get feelings for Matt. We were hanging out with my two other girl friends and by the end of the night he kissed me. We hung out again the next day and I started to like him even more. I felt safe with him, like I could be myself. I haven't felt that way in over two years. But on Thursday I had a double date with Todd and our two friends. I realllyy thought I liked Todd, but honestly, it's like I have to watch how I act or what I say when I'm around him, like I can't be myself and let loose. But when I'm with Matt it feels like I can be whoever I want. But at the same time, Todd is a much better guy, and sometimes I think Matt is only using me. And, everyone approves of Todd.. But no one thinks I should be with Matt.
My hearts telling me Matt, but my head is saying Todd..
I don't know what to do/think, and who to pick.
I told Matt that I picked Todd, but now I'm having secondd thoughts. AHH; someone help me before I go insane..
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