2 months. 2 months since my life was changed. And people keep saying it will get better. But it never does. And people keep telling me I will hurt less. But it all hurts just the same. 2 months since New Year's Day. A day you thought you would never see. We watched Dick Clark's countdown, hand in hand. And after that, the doctors told me that you would be okay. They told me I needed to go home. But something told me that I shouldn't. Something told me to stay. And I endlessly argued with the doctor, until he was too tired to fight anymore. And I stayed by your bedside the entire night. I stayed there while we talked about our memories. I stayed there while we laughed and cried. I stayed there while I watched you fall asleep. And I stayed there when you just stopped breathing... I love you. Rest in Paradise, Zach.
xoxpaigexox3 posted a quote
October 13, 2011 3:41pm UTC
even though i've stopped liking you, everytime someone says your name, my head turns right toward them. it's like every time i hear it, i think of all we could've had, and all that could've happnened, but didnt. ♥
haileyrox posted a quote
October 13, 2011 4:44pm UTC
FAVVV if you think this is wrong i asked for my boyfriends sweetshirt, he said no within the next 10 minutes i see his ex wearing his sweetshirt hmmmmmm
alexis_xoxox posted a quote
October 13, 2011 5:23pm UTC
just for once, i want to be happy. i want to get the boy. i want to kiss in the rain. i want to wear his sweatshirt. i want to fall asleep in his arms. i want him to hug me from behind. i want to stay up all night talking to him. i want to fight over who loves who more. i want to be happy. just for once.