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iminlovewithnicholasjerryconnor
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iminlovewithnicholasjerryconnor
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November 20, 2010 10:28pm UTC

It's called love;)99
Justin didn’t cry, well till he hugged Sam at the end, because then they both broke down, I shouldn’t say both, because I balled too. After they stopped hugging Sam handed Justin a letter with the same ‘don’t read until after the funeral’ post it. It wasn’t long after that, when Sam left everything behind and went up to heaven. At the funeral Justin and I sat with his mom, dad, and sister. I sat between Justin and Sam’s sister, holding both of their hands while they cried. I didn’t, no I couldn’t cry, I know that Sam is okay, he’s not suffering anymore. Everyone’s always whispering about me that I should be locking myself in my room and not talking to anyone like Justin, but I tried, I can’t do it. After the funeral we went to the dinner, and went home. Justin went straight to his room, slamming the door behind him. I followed him; I silently opened and closed his door. He was on his bed, still in his suit; face down in his pillow crying. I sat next to him on his bed and ran my hand back and forth on his back. That’s when I saw Sam’s letter untouched sitting on the nightstand. I curled up next to Justin, cuddling with him until he stopped crying, and then fell asleep. I snuck out around 6pm because I was hungry. I got two plates of dinner ready, and set one in the microwave. I went to my room to eat so if I heard Justin wake up I could go get his food and make him eat. Around 8 I got my homework out and started to catch myself up. I did Justin’s for him too, I’m scared he will get so behind he won’t be able to play sports. I think around 10 is when I fell asleep. At 2 I could hear Justin crying, so I got up and went over there. There he was crying on his bed, with the letter next to him. I went and sat next to him on the bed, and as soon as I sat down he grabbed me as tight as he could and I grabbed him back. We just sat there holding each other for awhile until he let go and started reading me the letter.

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runningforeverr
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November 15, 2010 10:10pm UTC

Based on psychologic study,
a crush only lasts for a maximum of 4 months. If it exceeds, you are already in
love.

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iminlovewithnicholasjerryconnor
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November 2, 2010 10:35pm UTC

It's called love;)98
Justin: Dear Sam, I can’t believe I am writing a letter to say goodbye to you. I never thought this day would come. You are my best friend. You are my inspiration, my hero, and my role model. I am so very proud of you making it this far man, you have looked hell in the face and said ha I am too good for you. I respect you so much. You are like my brother man, and I love you so much. When I lose you, I am going to lose a piece of me. I’m always going to remember the first time we met, and every summer after that. You are an amazing friend; you helped me through girls, deaths, and my dad driving me crazy. How am I going to get through this without you? That question I asked myself a lot, till one day it hit me, I am not going to have to go through it without you. I know, no matter what, you will always be here with me. Sam, I love you man. It’s not going to be the same without you. You are the guy I’m going to yes, tell my kids about, you are the reason I want kids, just so I can tell them about my best friend of 10 years. So I can tell them no matter how big their drama at school is, it will never be as bad as what you went through. That no matter what they have a guardian angel always watching over them. I cannot tell you how much you have affected my life dude, and I can’t tell you how much you mean to me. The words ‘Best Friend’ are overused way too much. Nobody knows the meaning of best friend, like I do. Remember that time, we snuck out when we were 7 to go play in the park? Or the time we got in trouble because we played spill the bottle at my 11th birthday party. We’ve been through so much together I don’t know what it is going to be like to not have you here, but I can’t think about me, it’s not about me, it’s about you. You can’t suffer anymore and I’m glad you won’t be anymore. I love you man. Better play basketball up there because when I get up there with you, you better put up a decent fight! I’m just kidding.

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iminlovewithnicholasjerryconnor
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November 2, 2010 10:35pm UTC

It's called love;)97
I got to Sam’s house, feeling it was the day he was letting go.. I fixed my hair the way he loves it, put a little make up on, and his favorite dress. When I got to Sam’s house, his feeding tube was out, his oxygen mask was now into his nose, and they had started his medicine. Sam smiled when he saw me enter the room, everyone who was in the room with him left, crying, I sat next to his bed. He grabbed my hand and squeezed it a little, and then he picked up a letter next to his bed and handed it to me. The letter was quiet long, and it had a post it on it that said “don’t read until after the funeral.”
Me: Sam, I love you so much. You are so strong you know that? Don’t be scared anymore okay baby? I LOVE YOU, and you ARE going to be okay. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH.
Justin walks in.
Me: I’ll leave…
I kissed Sam on the cheek and started to walk out.
Justin: stay. Hold his hand, and kiss him more than that.
Me: Are you sure?
Justin: Natalie, stay with Sam and me please.
Me: okay…
Justin sat on the bed next to Sam..He pulled out a letter and started to read it.

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AnchorChasing
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November 11, 2010 9:34pm UTC

Looking at the clock when
your home from school, sick,
and thinking;
"I'm in ____ class right now."
only me..?

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fearlessx3
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March 8, 2010 5:59pm UTC

today, after school,
my younger sister, who's in third grade, brought home a friend to hang
out with for the day. they were talking about who they liked, and who / /
they're best friends are. my sisters friend says, "sammy's my best guy
friend, ever, but i like like him too." which i respond with, "oh, that is so
cute! does he go to your guys school?" she says, "no, he doesn't go to
school that often..he's in the hospitable most of his time. he's sick..
he got diagnosed with cancer this fall." i was shocked, "really? how old
is he?" she says "he's my age, he's nine." i felt horrible. "i'm very sorry,
what type of cancer?" she looks away and says, "i don't know, but all i
do know is he has to s h a v e his hair, and he had to get his leg cut
off, because the cancer was spreading all over his leg." i felt extremely
bad now.."i'm sorry to hear that.." i said to her. then the next thing she
said, touched my heart."alot of people stare at him funny, just because
he doesn't have a leg. and people call me weird because i hang out
with him. but i don't care what they say,because i love him, and when
you love someone, you love all of them.you don't skip over the parts
that make them ugly, or unwanted. you cannot just leave all the bad
things out. if you really do love them, like i love sammy, you find their
imperfections,
beautiful."

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iminlovewithnicholasjerryconnor
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November 2, 2010 10:34pm UTC

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October 31, 2010 11:58pm UTC

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twilightluvr345
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October 30, 2010 4:45pm UTC

Kids laugh during Disney movies because,
they have no idea what's going on.
Adults laugh at Disney movies
because of all the dirty jokes.

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heisbangingg
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November 3, 2010 6:41pm UTC

The other day I learned that if you say
'beer can'
with an English accent, you're saying
'bacon'
with a Jamaican accent.
Mind blown

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xthatsxlifex
posted a quote
November 4, 2010 10:09pm UTC

have you ever wished to start over?
go back to when you were a little kid?
you could do it all over again.
you could make different friends,
& the best part?
you would never fall for that one boy.

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imperfectxox
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November 4, 2010 10:35pm UTC

I Dare You
to sit with that girl at lunch.
you know, the girl everyone
makes fun of.
maybe because she doesn't have many friends,[maybe shes scared.]
maybe she doesn't wear the same kind of clothes as everyone.[maybe she can't afford it.]
maybe she always reads.[maybe she likes books.]
maybe she has glasses.[maybe she can't see.]
maybe shes bigger then most girls.[maybe she likes food.]
maybe her hair is frizzy.[maybe she doesn't want to fry her hair.]
Maybe She Just Needs A Friend.

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iminlovewithnicholasjerryconnor
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October 27, 2010 11:40pm UTC

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iminlovewithnicholasjerryconnor
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October 26, 2010 9:24pm UTC

It's called love;)93
I went to get ready. I had to look cute, but sexy. Comfy, but still hot.
Sam: I’m on my way..meet me at the park please!
Me: Kay..I’m on my way!
I grabbed my motor scooter and rode my way to the park. When I got there Sam was waiting with his go kart. We chained my scooter down, he blind folded me, sat me in the go kart, started the engine, quickly sat next to me, put his seat belt on, grabbed my hand with his right hand, the wheel with the left, and we were off. I am not sure where we were going and how far we were going. We just kept on riding. Any further and it felt like we would run out of gas. Eventually he stopped, but I “wasn’t allowed to take my blindfold off” he got me out of the go kart. Walked me to a..house?.. up some stairs and into a room. He sat me on a bed and told me to take the blind fold off. We were in his room.. Roses and candles everywhere.
Sam: two ways to go here. We get down to business
Or we talk for a little..
Me: come here..
Sam: pick!
Me: now.

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iminlovewithnicholasjerryconnor
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October 26, 2010 9:06pm UTC

It's called love;)91
I decided to text Sam to let him know I can hang out tonight. He said great, it’s going to be amazing. Then he said he loves me but he has to go. I wonder where we are going tonight..Does he remember what is supposed to happen tonight? Well I mean he is a guy.. He should remember.. right? I want to talk to Justin.. I want to tell him.. but I don’t want him to know. I walk into Justin’s room
Me: heyyy Jayy
Justin: hey.. whattup?
Me: nothing much, I have a few hours to kill
So I’m bored
Justin: that sucks
Me: what’s wrong?
Justin: nothing.
Me: okay whatever..I’m going to go get
ready then.
Justin: hey wait..close the door, I want to ask
You something.
Me: okay…what?
Justin: His parents, and your mom trust you two alott…
Have you two?...you know?...done it?
Me: nopee
Justin: oh okay good.
Me: Justin..do you stil—
Justin: we will talk tomorrow.
Me: okay. Bye.
Justin: bye, have fun tonight.
Me: thanks, I will.

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iminlovewithnicholasjerryconnor
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October 26, 2010 8:54pm UTC

It's called love;)90
Sam came in shortly after Justin and I stopped talking. Justin hasn’t tried talking to me about him and I since.. Well since the summer! I don’t know why he’s back into me.. Is he back into me?! Wait.. do I care? I can’t care, I have Sam. No I don’t care. I love Sam, and I am going to give him everything he want’s before he gets too sick for anything. Before..before he..dies..
This week went by very slowly, but before I knew it’s Saturday morning. Since my boyfried is dieing my mom will let me go anywhere and spend as much time as I want with him. Like I’m sure I can even spend the night there..but that’s not the point. Tonight, is our night.
Me: Hey Mom..can I hang out with Sam tonight?
MyMom: yeah where you two going?
Me: We are just going to walk around while you know..
He still can…
MyMom: makes sense baby, just be careful
Me: careful?
MyMom: don’t get hit by a bus please.
Me: haha okay I will try not to.

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iminlovewithnicholasjerryconnor
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October 25, 2010 9:53pm UTC

It's called love;)90
*tap tap tap*
Sam: Come in!
Justin: geeze! I thought you two were getting it
On! What the heck are you doinggg?!
Me: talking.
Justin: oh..man are you going to change?
Come down for the party?!
Sam: yes, sorry, I totally forgot..got really distracted!
Justin: yeah I gotchoo she’s can be very distracting
Sam: hey im gonna go change. You two..talk.
So Sam got some clothes and went to the bathroom to change.
Justin came and sat by me.
Justin: Can we talk?
Me: about?
Justin: us..
Me: no.
Justin: why not?
Me: we can later but not now. We can talk
After this weekend okay?
Justin: this weekend?!
Me: yes.
Justin: why so long?
Me: because I am talking to Sam about me and him
On Saturday, okay?
Justin: okay..so Sunday?
Me: yes.

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iminlovewithnicholasjerryconnor
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October 25, 2010 8:48pm UTC

It's called love;)89
Sam: I love you. And you know I really want to.
But what if someone comes up for us..? or what if
They can hear? We’ve never done that.. I kinda
Want to be alone when we you know.. I want it special.
I love you so much, I know you want it special too..and
The first night I come home, smelling like a hospital..
It’s not special.
Me: I am so embarrassed Sam. It’s not funny.
Sam: I’m not trying to be funny! Come here!
*he pulled me close to him, my right shoulder on his
Chest, his arms around me holding me tightly*
Me: you rejected me! I am so embarrassed!
Sam: Ohmygosh Natalie!! I did not reject you!
I love you, and you are hot! And I would bang
You every chance I got!
Me: EXCEPT NOW!
Sam: shh shh shh!!
Me: now I cant even talk?!
Sam: you haven’t embarrassed yourself! But
If you talk like that you will!
Me: ughhh! Am I ruining your party?!
Sam: no! you are making my party the best
Party EVER! Look, I’ll text you this weekend and
We can meet up..okay?
Me: okay.
Sam: I love you so much!
Me: I love you too!

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iminlovewithnicholasjerryconnor
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October 25, 2010 8:47pm UTC

It's called love;)88
I kissed him. He kissed me back. I love it. I love him. I am ready.
One thing led to another and before I know it we were making out.
He fell back and I fell on top of him. I really didn’t know where we
Were going with this..until he said..
Sam: baby..?
Me: yes? *continuing to kiss him*
Sam: what are we doing? I mean I know
But like..is it getting to what I think?
Me: do you want it to? *kissing him more*
Sam: well..I do..but..not today..not now..
Me:oh..? *I stopped kissing him and sat up
In between his legs.*
Sam: It’s not you, it’s the fact that everyone
That loves me is downstairs..
Me: except me..I’m right here..making a fool
Of myself!
Sam: No! you’re right here, with me!
Me: making a fool of myself!

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