It's called love;)98
 
Justin: Dear Sam, I can’t believe I am writing a letter to say goodbye to you. I never thought this day would come. You are my best friend. You are my inspiration, my hero, and my role model. I am so very proud of you making it this far man, you have looked hell in the face and said ha I am too good for you. I respect you so much. You are like my brother man, and I love you so much. When I lose you, I am going to lose a piece of me. I’m always going to remember the first time we met, and every summer after that. You are an amazing friend; you helped me through girls, deaths, and my dad driving me crazy. How am I going to get through this without you? That question I asked myself a lot, till one day it hit me, I am not going to have to go through it without you. I know, no matter what, you will always be here with me. Sam, I love you man. It’s not going to be the same without you. You are the guy I’m going to yes, tell my kids about, you are the reason I want kids, just so I can tell them about my best friend of 10 years. So I can tell them no matter how big their drama at school is, it will never be as bad as what you went through. That no matter what they have a guardian angel always watching over them. I cannot tell you how much you have affected my life dude, and I can’t tell you how much you mean to me. The words ‘Best Friend’ are overused way too much.  Nobody knows the meaning of best friend, like I do. Remember that time, we snuck out when we were 7 to go play in the park? Or the time we got in trouble because we played spill the bottle at my 11^th birthday party. We’ve been through so much together I don’t know what it is going to be like to not have you here, but I can’t think about me, it’s not about me, it’s about you. You can’t suffer anymore and I’m glad you won’t be anymore. I love you man. Better play basketball up there because when I get up there with you, you better put up a decent fight! I’m just kidding.