I've learned alot in the past year.
I've learned how to ignore the feeling that my world is crashing down on me and that my heart might colapse in the process.
I've learned how to bury my pain deeep down inside, and hope that it never comes back up.
I've learned to never say the word "forever" because when forever ends, the blow hits you twice as hard.
I've learned not to get close to anyone, because as so as i do, they leave me.
I've learned to stop wishing at 11:11, on shooting stars, or on birthday candles.
I've learned that life isn't about waiting for the storm to pass, its about learning to dance in the rain.
I'm trying to learn to stop trying, because you're never comming back, no matter as hard as i cry or as hard as it hurts to accept it.
I've learned to try to live without you, but guess what?! its not working.
I've learned alot in the past year...
But the main thing i learned is to just pretend that i'm happy, shut up, and smile.
{no matter how much i'm hurting}
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Venting. change the colors, do whatever you want with it.
SF if you see this, your my bestfriend! and i miss you like hell!
when people ask me who my bestfriend is, i miss being abel to
point to the retarded boy skipping down the hall, and say proudly
"that's the boy that means the world to me!"
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