Sometimes im not sure if ill ever be able to have a relationship with someone. Ive been beaten down by so many people my first reaction to love is to push people away. ive been this way for years. i would rather have a fling than a relationship no matter what my feelings are. and im so tired of it.
while your there being happy and taking care of kids that aren't yours, your daughter will sit here and think about how destroyed she is thanks to you.
PuppysKiss101 posted a quote
April 22, 2013 10:07pm UTC
I do this a lot. It's one of my faults. I don't mean to. I guess it's just something I grew into. I don't want you to think I'm going to forget about you. I feel bad because it's not what I want. Because I think I know what I want... but I really dont. I'm a person who deceives. I disappoint. And I'm sorry because I'm doing it to you but I wish I wasn't. But you don't see it yet so that's why I'm saying it in advance. I'm sorry.
do you ever have those days where you just hate everyone and everything and all you want to do is just sit in your room and cry like if anyone even breathes you just want to hit them in the face with a shovel cause thats how im feeling right now