BannedIt* · 1 decade ago
Haiii first off ur profile is amazingg especially thing comment box things...and u seem aweshum too..so follow for follow? x
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sparkels1998 · 1 decade ago
Haii aha. Thanks. And suree, I'll follow you back aha. Sorry, I haven't been on lately so I just saw this. However I'm not too awesome. I guess you'd have to know me to know that. Aha.
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*silvergirl* · 1 decade ago
Hi I like this layout and the song on your profile is hip

My name is Victoria and I also enjoy your picture o
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sparkels1998 · 1 decade ago
Hi Victoria, I'm Becca aha. And thanks. I love Sleeping with Sirens. c: and I like your picture, you look pretty.
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*silvergirl* · 1 decade ago
Thank you very much

I'm just a pink haired nobody thought

I am wearing a sleeping with sirens sweater in my picture actually
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sparkels1998 · 1 decade ago
No way. I loove them aha. And I wish I could have pink hair! o: my mom won't let me though._. Ugh aha. And you're welcome. Heh.
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*silvergirl* · 1 decade ago
I just did it , I didn't exactly ask, I did it in my bedroom >.<
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sparkels1998 · 1 decade ago
My mom would literally murder me. Then bring me back to life and dye my hair back to my original color, then kill me again.
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*silvergirl* · 1 decade ago
My mum has given up
I get really good marks
So she leaves me alone
Straight As
I'm in advanced classes
(I'm a year nine in a year eleven English class)
So she just leaves me alone
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sparkels1998 · 1 decade ago
Oh aha. I'm in honors English, so I'm in ninth grade, taking a tenth grade class. And all of my stuff is high 80's-high 90's. However I do have a 69 in math..heh. Umh math is difficult. But besides that I'm good. Yet I still can't dye my hair. I do it with food coloring hah.
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*silvergirl* · 1 decade ago
I used manic panic temporary dye :)

I am considered "gifted" in many subjects

I used to act dumb bc. I thought people would like me more

But no one did
So I am who I am


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sparkels1998 · 1 decade ago
I'm stuck with who I am..ha. If I could I would change but I can't. Soo yeah ah. I wish I were gifted though. Like then people might like me.
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*silvergirl* · 1 decade ago
I bet people love you

I am not who I am
I am who people want me to be

I'm about pleasing people


And only a few people like me

Bein gifted is kinda stupid
A lot of people hate me for it
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sparkels1998 · 1 decade ago
Nobody loves me. I don't even try to please people. I just do whatever. Either way I'm still alone.
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*Hooligan* · 1 decade ago
I'm here for you <3
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sparkels1998 · 1 decade ago
Okay, so this is going to sound a little odd, but I had this dream, and it really freaked me out. /(>.<)\ I just..don't know..it just really did something to me.
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*Hooligan* · 1 decade ago
okay well you want to talk about it ?
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sparkels1998 · 1 decade ago
Well I do, but it's like kinda weird.
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*Hooligan* · 1 decade ago
haha that's okay..I don't judge
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Amenah · 1 decade ago
That's alright then. In that case, best of luck to you!~ :3 ♥
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NorthernSweetie · 1 decade ago
hey i saw your quotes, dont say those things about yourself, you ARE an amazing person and people DO want you. you are important and were made to do something in your life time, dont ever forget that!
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sparkels1998 · 1 decade ago
Well thanks, that's really sweet. But people really don't want me around and I don't feel like I'm important.
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NorthernSweetie · 1 decade ago
then youre hanging around the wrong type of people, you should be around people who really care for you, and dont ever think youre not important because its not true
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sparkels1998 · 1 decade ago
Honestly, I don't hang around any people. I have no friends. I just..I'm really not important. Like..if something were to happen to me, nobody would really take notice. I'm just..not useful.
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NorthernSweetie · 1 decade ago
that's not true. people WOULD notice. i think it would help you a lot if you started getting involved whether its joining a sport team club church girl scouts anything, youd be surprised what it can do for you
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sparkels1998 · 1 decade ago
I'm not an involved type of person. I like to be alone because nobody can judge me if I do something wrong, and nobody can make fun of me for the way I look.
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NorthernSweetie · 1 decade ago
LOOKS DONT MATTER! its who you are that matters, and being alone can be nice sometimes but the fear of being judged should not be a factor that forces you to be alone, trust me, I get judged all the time for things i say, do, beliefs of mine, but its okay because i only do things i am proud of doing and dont care if people know. think about a few of the most influential people you admire, and now realize that ALL of them have people who judge you, no matter what happens you will be judged, its literally how the brain works, to understand things your brain wants to put them in categories, hence, we judge people, but that shouldn't make you live in a way of not living up to your potential!
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sparkels1998 · 1 decade ago
I'm just tired of everyone always judging/making fun of me. It makes me hate myself, more than I already do.
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kaaarolcia · 1 decade ago
Tell someone that you're having a bad time, that you're sad. Talk to someone about it. You can't hide behind a fake smile.
I'm sure someone cares. I do. It's just some weirdo on the internet, but I care about you.
The fact that you're skinny won't make you happy.

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sparkels1998 · 1 decade ago
I can't tell anyone anything. I've been hiding behind a fake smile for as long as I can remember. Nobody in my life cares about me. I don't even care about me. I mean, I don't want to hate my body, it's just that there's so much to hate about it. I don't love anything about myself, and I never will.
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kaaarolcia · 1 decade ago
Don't you hate the fact that you hate your body? Don't you hate starving yourself? Do you want to live normally and be happy? Go for it. I know It's very hard, but do it step by step.
Realize that you have an eating problem and you have to fight with it. Stop checking how much you weigh. And one more tip from me: find a sport and concentrate on it. You have to enjoy it and do it for fun. It really helps and you're fit :)
I am sure that at least 3 people care about you. Spend time with eachother - if you need assuring about their caring just ask them. Socializing is good.
Why do you say youll never love anything about yourself? I know It's very hard for you and you can't really help it, but you can't be so pesimistic about the future.
Stay strong - I believe in you
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sparkels1998 · 1 decade ago
I don't believe in my self. I do hate the fact that I hate my body, and I do hate that I starve, but that is how I live. I'm just never going to love myself, I've been like this for a long time. I'm never going to be happy. And honesty? I probably don't even deserve to be happy. I'm just sick and tired of people making fun of me for the way I look and how I do things. You might think that people care about me, but nobody does. I see it each and every day- nobody loves me, and nobody cares about me. And you might believe in me, but I've lost hope in myself a long time ago.
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kaaarolcia · 1 decade ago
I don't get it why wound't you deserve to be happy. Everyone deserves it.
The first step is seeing you don't eat normal. Do you think you eat normal? Do you eat as much as everyone? You don't have to answer to those questions to me, just think about it for a while. You are as good as everyone else. You can eat as much as they do. It's not that you don't need to eat. Everyone has to eat.
If you don't eat for a long time you get hospitalized. Your hair falls out like crazy. You're almost bald. Your skin is like paper and it's all covered in little hairs becouse you don't have any fat cells in your body. Your nails split and crack and break. The fact that you don't eat doesn't make you happy, it just covers up all the sadness. Plus, it leads to auto destruction.
Screw people who make fun of you. You look just perfect. You do everything fine.
If you're really so lonely - try, and find a friend. It is hard, I know it's easier to say, but you at least have to try. Get involved in some kind of activity clubs, they don't have to be at school - maybe some art, sport, singing or dancing classes? You will find someone nice there. Get their number or ask them to hang out, maybe play some monopoly or something like that.
You have to find that hope you said you lost. It's very important and I hope you'll keep looking for it.
I told you earlier I had simmilar problems to yours. You're not in this alone. I know how it feels. I know this probably doesn't mean anything to you, but I'll try and try and try. I hope someday something will happen and you'll snap out of it. I really, really hope you will.
When times where hard for me I once tried and took a pen and wrote. I wrote a letter for an imaginary friend about my problems and how I hated everything at the time. That's how I started writing a diary. It helps a bit, I quess. I also wrote down motivations on how to get healthy again. Why I should eat, why I should live (when I was suicidal). Sometimes I even doodled something if I felt like it. You should try if you want, I have a feeling you might like it :)
Stay strong, I still believe in you
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Amenah · 1 decade ago
(reply on my profile)

Okee hiya. We were talking in your quote's comments. IS THERE ANYTHING I CAN DO TO HELP DO YOU THINK?
I can give you dieting tips though, if that helps at least. Starving yourself is the WORST way to try and lose weight. And it's so unhealthy as well.
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doncasturbate* · 1 decade ago
i love your page, and you have awesome taste in music.. just saying hah
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sparkels1998 · 1 decade ago
Awh thanks ah. And my music taste? What bands do you like? :o
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doncasturbate* · 1 decade ago
umm im into like alternative stuff. i like the arctic monkeys, royal concept, kings of leon, om&m, yeah haha. but i also really like sleeping with sirens!
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sparkels1998 · 1 decade ago
Oh haha. Cool. I kinda just like my Sleeping With Sirens and Marianas Trench, but I like other stuff, Just mainly those two.
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PirateChic97 · 1 decade ago
hey after our conversation on my quote I checked out your quotes and they're super good :) I followed you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! if you every need anything, (advice about sexy boys etc. ;) ) feel free to message me!!!!!! :) <3
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sparkels1998 · 1 decade ago
Heh heh. I followed you bacckkk!! Ahah. Your stuff is good, too.(: And I will soo talk to you if I need to. Thanks haa.
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PirateChic97 · 1 decade ago
no problem :)
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sparkels1998 · 1 decade ago
Heh. ^-^
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ThatLostGirl* · 1 decade ago
I'm honestly in love with your profile, and your quotes, and everything in between. I just thought I would share because i'm seriously in awe over these quotes. I love them all.
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sparkels1998 · 1 decade ago
Thanks hah. I'm not used to being complemented on stuff.
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ThatLostGirl* · 1 decade ago
Well you deserve it! These are amazing and so relateable!
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sparkels1998 · 1 decade ago
Well thanks. Hah. I didn't really know that people thought they were good.
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ThatLostGirl* · 1 decade ago
They're more than good. Sometimes it just helps to read quotes that are similar to situations that you may be going through. That's why your quotes are so amazing.
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sparkels1998 · 1 decade ago
Yeah, I hear you. Well like thanks. Nice to know that people like my stuff, and that it helps them in some way/form. Means a lot.
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ThatLostGirl* · 1 decade ago
Well thank you :)
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sparkels1998 · 1 decade ago
You're welcome.(:
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crazybananas · 1 decade ago
when i woke up, there was a bruise right where my adam's apple is.
"adam's apple", but i am not adam, i am crazybananas.
it should be called "crazybanana's apple"
lol that sounds awesome
Anyways, just thought I'd share that with out and chapter 2 is up (:
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sparkels1998 · 1 decade ago
And..any idea how that happened? AAAAnnnndddddd sorry for the late replies, but I haven't been on in a while.. :o ha
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sparkels1998 · 1 decade ago
That is soooo funny! And true:o
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crazybananas · 1 decade ago
todays a lazy day for me, as usual .
chapter 1 is up <3
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crazybananas · 1 decade ago
Hello, I've finally managed to come up with a story idea.
It's not the best.. so don't be surprised if I DO cancel it, 50/50 chance.
it's called "words do hurt", and I hope you like it . <3
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crazybananas · 1 decade ago
hello there.
instead of a new chapter, i have an announcement .
check it out, and im sorry ):
(chapter 2 is up, sorry for the late notify)
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crazybananas · 1 decade ago
Hellooooo.
Chapter 1 is up, if you didn't read it yet.;
Happy new year <3
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enchanting_ · 1 decade ago
parts are up.
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enchanting_ · 1 decade ago
http://www.wittyprofiles.com/q/6542478
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crazybananas · 1 decade ago
Thanks for the follow lovely. <3
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PredatorXD · 1 decade ago
New chapter for Save me:)
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AerilynLilyoh · 1 decade ago
Thank you for the follow:)
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