Sometimes, I get scared.
Sometimes I build up a wall and don’t let anyone get through to me. I have a hard time telling people exactly how
I feel, and even if I do they can’t understand. I’m constantly exhausted, physically and emotionally. I just want to
write and sleep. I want to wake up from this slump. I don’t want to be an emotional roller coaster every single
day of my life. I wish I wasn’t as confused as I am. I wish I wasn’t sick of all these people and this routine.