It's 2am, and I'm about to go to bed. I just wanted to let everyone who happens to still be up know that you are beautiful. You don't need a guy to tell you that, you don't need people to like you for something you arent or to just tell you all the things you want to hear and nothing you really need to know. You mayy think I'm crazy, or that I'm just some random chick telling you what a mom would tell her kids, but I've been the girl who people didnt like. I've been the only single girl in a group. I've believed guys who said they loved me and I got hurt. I used to curt myself, I was anorexic, and I dated just because I was alone. I'm still struggling with depression and anxiety, I still fear everyone leaving and I still want to run away sometimes. I"m lucky and for whatever reason God gave me a boy who actually loves me, but I had to stop searching and let the person who was right in front of my face into my life. I know that there's probably no one on this site who will actually read all of this, but if you did and it actually made any sense at all, just know that I'm here for all of you whether you hate me, love me, or are indifferent. You can treat me like crap, but if you need soeone to be there for you, I'm still here. So yeah, that's my rant for the night, so to all of you...
Good night beautiful.
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