There is always going to be that one person, the one who got away.
The one who fūckéd you up. The one that broke your heart.
The one you swore you would love forever. That person, who
isn't even a person anymore, but becomes this overwhelming
being. The sense of loss you carry with you. They are not
worth it. Seriously, stop crying right now. Maybe you can't
see it right now, maybe all the other stuff that gets thrown
in a pile of human relationships make it very hard to see,
but people who treat you badly, are bad.