ME: HI 2 SECONDS LATER. . . ME: WHY DIDN'T THEY REPLY OH MY GOD DO THEY HATE ME THIS IS ALL MY FAULT WHY DO I SUCK SO MUCH I'M SO NEEDY AND WEIRD AND I HATE EVERYTHING I'M NEVER TALKING TO ANYBODY AGAIN
I wanT Guy frIenDs. the type that i'm able to open up to. the ones that will listen and give me advice, even if i don't agree with it. the type that will tell me I look extra pretty one day, or that I look like I just woke up. the ones that I'm able to be around in sweatpants and a messy bun. the ones that would give me long, meaningful hugs. the type that i'd maybe even be able to snuggle with every once in a while. ones that would come to me every once » in a while when they're having problems in their family or friendships. ones that will only invite me over with intentions to just chill and goof off. the ones that i'd be able to call at 2 am if i'm having problems sleeping or getting over a boy. i want guyfriends. the guyfriends that won't come with any drama, or aDDITIonaL FeeLIngs.