It was my brothers actual birthday today....every year for about 3 years this day has been AMAZING for him but the worst day EVER for me...He gets EVERYTHING he wants and then when he and his friend(s) decide it would be fun to go after me, and punch, hit and kick, i have to fight back so they don't LITERALLY kill me....they get so rough they actually have a chance were they could seriously hurt me.....so i fight back, but mostly pushes and blocks.....well this year he had a friend over after his party, and they decided it would be fun to lock me out of the house....i found a window i could reach and i climbed back in and they end up chasing me through the house.....of course, my mom is at a birthday party with my other brother, so she doesnt see any of this, and my dad is in the garage (his home wood shop) working away so he doesnt hear any of it.....i get in trouble for tracking dirt through the house.....then his friend decides to set my other two little brothers against me (i am the only girl, and the oldest.....) so i get mad and go up to my room.....they try and get in and finally they get bored and go back downstairs....then after dinner they try and get back in.....this time they get in and start touching MY laptop and throwing things at ME....my brother isn't even supposed to be in my room, let alone bring his friend in....i am really annoyed by then and its this time of month again (i get MAJOR mood swings, not cramps) so i go after my brothers GoGo's (stupid little plastic toy things that you "fight" with) and dump them on his head when he is on the stairs....then i drop the tin that he keeps them in....i get lucky and it hits his head......he gets mad and starts up the stairs with the lid....i run and my moms room is the closest so i just go in there....well he comes in and start HITTING me (REPEATEDLY) with the METAL lid.....my mom hears me yelling and comes up, then yells at ME because BOTH OF US are in her room.....but, of course, its my brothers birthday so i am the only one who gets yelled at.....then, after ice cream, we find out that my brother is going to spend the night at his friends house.....i ask if i can have a friend spend the night (we are in the middle of moving, well actually trying to sell our house, and we have alot of people who come in to look at our house, and we can't be here when they look, therefore, we can only have a sleepover if one of us is with a friend, so that if we have to leave early the next morning so someone can look at our house, we have enough seats in the car to get everyone somewhere else)....my dad says no.......of course........then my brother and his friend go into my brothers room (right next door to mine) and start banging on the wall (keep in mind, they are both 10 now) and my wall, mirror, shelves, everything starts shaking....i yell for them to stop....after about 5 more minutes, they FINALLY stop....then they start coming into my room again.....by now, i am so annoyed i start crying.......i was just walking away from them all day, but its my room, so i yell at them.....guess who gets talked to.....my mom comes up to see whats going on.....she tells me to calm down they are leaving soon......she says it in an annoyed tone, not a alright-i-understand-jsut-hold-in-there tone.......oh i forgot to mention! up where i was talking about how they locked me out of the house, the also started chasing me with HUGE sticks that were blown down from the storm last night, and i REALLY hurt my ankle......i was so upset that even with music blaring, it took about 30 minutes to make me feel an EXTREMELY LITTLE BIT better......normally music works in the first song.....this was a MAJOR vent, and if you read this whole thing, you are the most amazing person ever....and thank you......
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