I NEED HELP! I'M SCARED, CONFUSED, AND HURT. AND I CUT TODAY. HELP ME PLEASE!
I cut today. I was texting my ex, and he was calling me horrible things, and at the time, I didn't care, but when I went on a long walk and thought about it, and this past school year, I was everything he said. He was right. What's the point of living? In life, we have pain and heartbreak, and fights and hate, and for what? To just die? Just like that? Well, with those thoughts going through my mind and everything he said, I found a razor that I stepped on and broke, and used a pair of scissors to tear the plastic away, but I only managed to get a corner of the blade free, thank God. I took the corner, and stabbed my arm just above my wrist twice. They wouldn't stop bleeding even though they were just two small scars, so I wrapped toilet paper around my arm. I probably bled through 13 layers in less than a minute, so I went down and grabbed a box of Band-Aid's. I don't have gauze, but I think the bleeding is slowing down. But I need help! I can't tell my mom, and tomorrow we have a BBQ for my grandpa's birthday, and we are going to be outside in 90 degree weather, and someone is going to see the scars and ask. I don't know what I am going to do, and I need help, Witty Girls! My best friend hasn't texted back, so I asked my best guy friend, and he says I owe him now even though he didn't even help! I need help. Please help me. I'm confused, and scared, and hurt.