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mariah_love1369
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December 6, 2013 10:35pm UTC

The thought of your hands on my body..
makes me quiver

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mariah_love1369
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December 1, 2013 5:54pm UTC

I decided a long time ago that i was not going to be a weak girl and cut myself anymore, i'm not going to drink or smoke to make everything ok. I decided that it was time for me to fight my demons not run from them or try to keep them at bay. I refused to let the darkness swallow me because i knew deep down i was better than that and worth so much more. I decided to try to love myself and be posotive because all negative thinking will do is destroy you until you're nothing but an empty shell. I chose to do my best so i could be happy. It was hard putting down the sharp objects i'd come to love and the smoke that i found revuge in or the liquid that numbed my pain. I battle myself everyday but i have to stay strong. You know why? because i don't deserve to be miserable or in constant pain with no escape. No one deserves it. I decided to fight the pain and depression away.
So can you

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mariah_love1369
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November 30, 2013 6:39pm UTC

will you still love me
when i'm no longer
young and beautiful?
will you still love me
when i've got nothing,
but my aching soul?

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mariah_love1369
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November 29, 2013 9:53pm UTC

I thought I knew what love was and I was convinced I've experienced it before; until
I met you

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mariah_love1369
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November 29, 2013 5:41pm UTC

Our love turned into the ashes like those falling from the tip of a cigarette..

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mariah_love1369
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November 29, 2013 5:35pm UTC

"lie to me again" she whispered
"I love you" he said

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mariah_love1369
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November 27, 2013 6:07pm UTC

You've been sleeping all day and i can't do anything but miss you terribly. I know you've been working hard and you need all the sleep you can manage to get. I'm so used to talking to you at any given moment so when i can't i feel lost. you're the only person i text, the only one i call. You're my bestfriend and the only person i need, without you i'd be stranded. I hope this doesn't make me sound clingy or too attathced but it's the truth and i can't help but express it.

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mariah_love1369
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November 27, 2013 11:12am UTC

if you jump, I jump
remember?

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mariah_love1369
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November 27, 2013 11:03am UTC

I'm afraid that one day
all that we have will be in the past
and you just a memory.

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mariah_love1369
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November 24, 2013 7:14pm UTC

I'm not the easiest person to handle. I can get angry easily and i have a tendincy to take that anger out on others. I'm very opinionated and I only like things my way. I can be very guarded with my emotions and not express how i feel about someone i care about deeply. I have anxiety, i always stress and i wan't things to be done right. Needless to say i never thought i would find someone who could stand me for more than a month, But then i did. Stephen is a wonderful boyfriend and i can't say it enough. He calms me down when i'm over reaccting and he makes me smile when i'm sad. He spoils me rotten and he looks at me the way Noah looked at Ali. He's that boy I've been dreaming about, my Prince charming i always read about. He loves me unconditionally and isn't afraid to tell me what i don't want to hear. It's been four months with this magical man and I can't wait for many more.
I love you Stephen

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mariah_love1369
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November 24, 2013 6:50pm UTC

My life is perfect
when I'm with you
,,

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mariah_love1369
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November 24, 2013 6:42pm UTC

I will always be myself,
I refuse to let anyone bully me into thinking the choices i'm making are wrong.
I am different, I am weird, I am me

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mariah_love1369
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November 24, 2013 6:36pm UTC

♦Don't let someone else determine your happiness♦

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mariah_love1369
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November 24, 2013 6:25pm UTC

I don't want to speak for my mouth is a gun my words; a bullet.
Simple words confromed by letters hold so much power and meaning behind thet
that it's easy to forget what i say has the ability to hit someone in the heart and cause them pain,
so unbearable they don't want to live anymore. My words can save a life or take one.
So I will keep my mouth shut in fear of killing everyone around me.

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mariah_love1369
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November 22, 2013 6:00pm UTC

At the begining of the week i started getting a sore throat and stuffy nose. The whole week has been stressful, so today i was excited it was friday. But also dreading the long day of school i had ahead of me. I usually get to school a half an hour before they open the doors to the school because my stepdad gives me a ride on his way to work. When i arrive at school i usually call my boyfriend. he works from 10 pm-6am, so i always talk to him before he goes to sleep. Today though was different.
Along with calling me, he surprises me by showing up to my school at 6:30 knowing i've been having a crappy week.With my favorite iced coffee in hand and some cough drops for my sore throat, in hopes it would make my day better<3
it did.

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mariah_love1369
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November 19, 2013 8:57pm UTC

My Life Is Like A Merry Go-Round
First my mind takes me to the darkest place i've ever encountered. It shuts the door and locks it with a dead bolt and no matter how loud i scream no one ever hears me or the desperasion in my voice. No matter how hard i bang my fists no one comes to rescue me and the door doesn't budge.Then the voices begin to whisper in my ear so soft at first, like a melody but gradually getting loudler and louder until they're shouting into my ear and their voices bounce inside my head. They tell me how worthlhess i am. How i will amount to nothing. How no one really loves me and it's all a lie. How i should just end my life now because no one would even noitce my rotting corpse. They tell me the same things over and over again until i'm about to cave into their sick request. But then the door is swung open and i'm yanked out into the light that almsot blinds me and everything is quiet. The voices are gone, the thoughts are gone, the need to be dead disapears. i start to get better as i finally realize everything will be okay and how strong i really am. Happiness is on the tip of my tounge waiting to give the rest of me the joyful feeling. But hapiness never gets that far because my mind takes me and throws me back into the darkness,Everything starting all over again.

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mariah_love1369
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November 19, 2013 8:34pm UTC

If you tell me One Direction, The Wanted or Justin Bieber "saved your life" i will laugh in your face and loose all respect for you. Sorry not sorry, they don't make any inspirational music that can help you get through any sort of serious problems in which to save your life.

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mariah_love1369
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November 19, 2013 8:17pm UTC

She feels the tears begging to spill out of the corner of her eyes, but nothing happens.
She's empty inside with not enough emotion to muster up the tears needed to fall.
Instead she smiles because that's all she knows is to disquise how she feels,with straight
white teeth. No one gets passed her facade of perfectness, but as soon as someone get's doubtfull she speaks the two words
"I'm Fine"
That put their minds at ease, but if only they knew..

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mariah_love1369
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November 19, 2013 7:58pm UTC

It amazes me how everyone on here is there for people who cut but won't give the time of day to someone who smokes we/ed. Not every one smokes just for fun,some people do it for the reason others cut because; it makes them feel ok. Trust me I've had a problem with both.
Don't judge

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mariah_love1369
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November 16, 2013 10:16am UTC

I'm holding onto my sanity with a small rope and sweaty palms.
Everyday i start to slip and my overwelming emotions take over me,
one,by one.
My mind is scrambled with thoughts that never leave my head, causing me to loose control. I loose my grip and watch my sanity slide out of my hands..

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