I'm sorry mom and dad, for not being the daughter you wanted.
I know you hate me. You guys are always disapointed in me and dad sometimes you don't know that YOUR WORDS hurt me. I hold it in. yes, i may get smart with you SOMETIMES. Yes, I'm inlove, but that don't mean i'm going to turn out like my sister, Julie. Julie is a good person. You just won't see that. She never got along with you because of what you did to her and jay. Sometimes beating them? Even i was scared you were gonna do it to me. I can tell you want to. I know you do. I'm sorry i'm not that daughter who is perfect in your image. I'msorry i don't get straight A's or is on a sport team. I'm sorry i have depression and i'm sorry i cut. But truth is, you don't understand my f*cking pain at all. You guys NEVER HAVE. Teasing doesn't help. I wish you all would get the balls to be parents and actually understand me. You think i'll turn out like MY OWN SISTER. DAD YOU KICKED HER OUT. that made me upset. Shows great parenting. I love you mom and dad. but i;m sorry i'm not THAT DAUGHTER.