RunawayRachael

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RunawayRachael
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December 13, 2012 8:14pm UTC

I can never seem to escape this labyrinth of my mind.
Every wrong turn I make, I run into more suffering.
My only way out is to love myself, and forgive myself for my mistakes.

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RunawayRachael
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July 23, 2012 2:40am UTC

Yesterday, my long lost half sister Maranda found my family on Facebook. I met her when I was less then 1 years old, so I never truly met her. I haven’t seen her for 14 years. We’ve video chatted once, and we’ve been Instant Messaging on Facebook. She’s 21 now, and married with two kids, Kayden and Hayden. That means.. I'm an aunt!

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RunawayRachael
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July 6, 2012 1:42am UTC

I'm surrounded by a never ending cloud of sadness.

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RunawayRachael
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July 1, 2012 10:16pm UTC

Not many people hate me.
I'm nice to everyone, and I only get called names on occasion.
But I hate myself.
So I constantly put myself down.
Nobody ever understands..
Maybe I'm just crazy.
Or maybe, this is normal..
But I don't really know what normal is anymore.

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RunawayRachael
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July 1, 2012 8:12pm UTC

I hate seeing all these skinny girls in swim suits with perfectly flat stomachs and no stretch marks.
Then I go home and take a look in the mirror, and I see that I'm exactly the opposite.
I have a muffin top, stretch marks, and a belly.
I hate this.

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RunawayRachael
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July 1, 2012 8:09pm UTC

I'm fat.
I can't stop thinking that.
I weigh 136 lbs and I'm 5 foot 4 inches.
I can't stop thinking about my weight..
I cried about it yesterday, because everything I put on made me feel fat.
My mom screamed at me for crying.
I just wish I could be skinny..

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RunawayRachael
posted a quote
June 28, 2012 5:23pm UTC

I
feel
DEAD.

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RunawayRachael
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June 28, 2012 5:12pm UTC

Everyone in my family always yells at me.
Every single thing I do, I get in trouble for it.
I'm sick and tired of not being alowd to go places and do things just because my parents have to do stuff.
Im done trying.

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RunawayRachael
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June 27, 2012 10:47pm UTC

Trying to hide my tears is alot harder when I'm with alot of people.

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RunawayRachael
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June 27, 2012 10:45pm UTC

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RunawayRachael
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June 26, 2012 9:27pm UTC

And one day, I will fly away from this place.

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RunawayRachael
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June 25, 2012 10:07pm UTC

Once I get the freedom to express myself back..
I will get my happiness back.

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RunawayRachael
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June 24, 2012 1:14am UTC

ORIGINALITY
is
DEAD.

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RunawayRachael
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June 23, 2012 11:36pm UTC

Hold on my dear,
It gets better.
Just you wait.

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RunawayRachael
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June 22, 2012 11:24pm UTC

And my mom still calls me emo..

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RunawayRachael
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June 19, 2012 10:54pm UTC

No matter what, I'm going to keep my head high.
Even if it kills me.

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RunawayRachael
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June 19, 2012 4:05pm UTC

In my dream last night, I met Jayy Von Monroe and Dahvie Vanity.
They saw me crying because my mom saw my cuts in my dream.
They came over and hugged me and told me it'll be alright.
I love having dreams about them.

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RunawayRachael
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June 19, 2012 1:45pm UTC

I had a dream that my mom saw my cuts.
Ever since I woke up from the dream, I have felt sick.

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RunawayRachael
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June 18, 2012 11:46pm UTC

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RunawayRachael
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June 18, 2012 11:13pm UTC

I have a confession to make..
For as long as I can remember I have been afraid.
If you ask me what I'm afraid of, I will tell you,"I don't know."
I always feel as if i'm being watched, or as if someone is out to get me.
I feel as if at any moment, I am going to die.
Whenever I go in my kitchen at night, I run out, as fast as I can because I feel as if something is watching me through the windows.
When I go to the bathroom, I usually run out of it as fast as I can, because I feel that someone is waiting for me outside the door.
I'm constantly living in fear.
I'm even afraid to sleep in the dark, I always need a light.
At all times.
I always think about natural disasters or "zombie apocolypses".
I run from imaginary things that aren't real.
Even when I get a weird look from someone in a car, I get scared, terrified even.

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