VENT - just letting it all out.
My parents think that im this bad child, this cheeky difficult, uncontrollable teenager and that no other single person is like me, that im ungrateful, that i only care about myself, that im lazy, that im never happy, that im hard to please, that im the worst, and that i should be more like normal teenagers.
Define normal..
So mum you want me to stop watching tv, to stop going on my laptop, to stop being so bloody ungrateful, to keep my room tidy like 'normal teenagers' .. Okay well clearly you have no idea what most teenagers are like these days, so you want me to be 'normal' fine, ill drink alcohol, ill take drugs, ill get higher than the empire state, so that you can be worried sick about where i am what im doing, when or if im coming home, ill get pregnant at 15, will you be 'proud' of me then? because apparently im 'hard to be proud of because im bad' yeah because im real bad. we can now see crystal clearly that your the one thats being ungrateful here, wake up, and look around because im as good as its going to get. and you should be proud that i try as hard as i can to please everyone.
Dad, you say im cheeky, you take my laptop away and freak out if i dont tidy my room, thats okay take it away, take it, i may spend most of my time on it, but you should really know that i never go on facebook, where everyone b*tches about b*tches, that where b*tches to them, where relationship status' change every 45 seconds, where innapropriate pictures are posted, where i dont want to be. i make videos of things that mean more to me than anything, yes i post them on youtube..and what do i get for the hours of work that i put into them? about 7 views and 1 like, from my friend. i try so hard, and you dont even care. so what if i fail school, i know you did, and you want me to pass and get good grades, but at least i will know how to be happy. and thats all i want to be. happy.
So thanks for that mum and dad, thanks for making me feel like dog sh*t on the bottom of your shoe, thanks for making me feel bad. thanks for calling me cheeky, because i want to stand up for myself, as a little child you would have told me that if someone was bullying me that i should make them stop and tell them what im feeling that i should stand up for myself and what i believe in. well really your going back on your word. because the way i see it, is that your bullying me, and i cant the words out that i want to say, i want my side of the story to be heard to.
And if i annoy you so much, why havent you left me? well maybe i should leave then, will all of you be f*cking happy then? will you?
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